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			<title>What will happen when you look for Guys for your GF</title>
			<author>OzJoe</author>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-12 19:03:35</pubDate>
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			<title>Interior decoration </title>
			<author>AAAum</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p><font color="#000000">Hi Hi!</font></p><p><font color="#000000">i need your advice... </font></p><p><font color="#000000">i&#39;m about to decorate my new house... now i&#39;m searching and gathering ideas what i like...</font></p><p><font color="#000000">i like simply modern style... cozy, clean... plus space utilization is a core...</font></p><p><font color="#000000">so... can you guys give me the link/URL of the design picture? </font></p><p><font color="#000000">and do you have furniture shop recommended? and location pls... </font></p><p><font color="#000000">i dont have much money...&nbsp;i say &quot;no&quot; to a&nbsp;luxury one!&nbsp;</font></p><p><font color="#000000">BUT good value ones plsss....</font></p><p><font color="#000000">there are lots of it, but getting your advice is&nbsp;much better!!&nbsp;:)</font></p><p><font color="#000000">thank you!!</font></p><p>&nbsp;</p>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-12 18:03:24</pubDate>
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			<title>The dog &amp; Rati :)</title>
			<author>RAAATi</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;</p><p align="center"><font size="6" color="#ff9966">=^___^=</font></p><p align="center">&nbsp;</p><p align="center">&nbsp;</p><div style="text-align: center"><img src="http://i457.photobucket.com/albums/qq299/ratima_s/friends/random/15.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></div><div style="text-align: center"><font size="2" color="#66ccff">twins ?</font></div><div style="text-align: center"><font size="2" color="#66ccff">................^_^....................</font></div><div style="text-align: center"></div><div style="text-align: center"></div><div style="text-align: center"><img src="http://i457.photobucket.com/albums/qq299/ratima_s/friends/random/16.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></div><div style="text-align: center"><img src="http://i457.photobucket.com/albums/qq299/ratima_s/friends/random/17.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></div><div style="text-align: center"><img src="http://i457.photobucket.com/albums/qq299/ratima_s/friends/random/18.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></div><div style="text-align: center"><img src="http://i457.photobucket.com/albums/qq299/ratima_s/friends/random/19.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></div><div style="text-align: center"><font size="2" color="#cc6666">haha if you&#39;re too naughty i will kill you !!</font></div>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-12 13:03:00</pubDate>
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			<title>The book of Soda # 2</title>
			<author>soda</author>
			<description><![CDATA[Continue…
At the same day (22.02.10) I submitted support documents she called me (girl from the embassy.), she was friendly and while she talking I feel as if she smile or giggle to me.  Probably my romantic Journals or those photos were entertains her. She offers me a Limited Purpose Visa. I applied for Visitor visa but it’s ok to get Limited Purposed.

I have my visa granted on 25.02.10 and when I look at my passport I feel as if they stamp on my forehead as “this girl is under custody of Mr. Kiwi” I couldn’t help but think, am I an 8 years old girl or a misbehave whore?  And they specific date of arrive and return as well. 

When I back at my work place my colleague ask if she can look at my passport, I told her that I’m not proud to show but ok, and when she look at my passport:
Friend: If you broke up with him and have a new bf you got to get a new passport or your new bf would think you are sluttish whore.
Me: Make sense.

Mr. Kiwi & I have a rocky & tough relationship since the first start I thought it wouldn’t be last this long. Most of my friends say “your long distant relationship will never work and is already doomed”. And of course I hurt and fear and angry but I try to be strong while my relationship being criticize badly. Sometimes I angry at him because I think he would be a part of ruin it.

But when I thought of how he would feel when I’ve done silly things. I recalled what he has said to me in some words he seem hurts and angry “What it done it done - I hate when I make you weak & insecure - and I worried about your worried”. I’ve never been loved by a man as a lover I never know what it feel like to be love but I used to lie myself that someone love me. Now I know how it feels when someone loves me and this is what I wanted and what I long for since I was a child. I really afraid that I would ruin my relationship by my hands due to inexperienced.

I created profile in early 2007 and I used to have a big crush on a hot guy in mid of 2008. My cousin is a part of building a crush…. After Leo party, she told me about this hot guy said he is great in bed by issue warrantee and confirm 1000% that he is the Lord of …. I don’t believe her though she is a big fan of Cleo & Cosmo magazine doesn’t mean she knows everything since she was virgin by that time. I was curious and look at his profile pics, his body is just like my cousin said. 

There was another party and this time I called my friend Ms. HR to join event, and when she heard Mr. E name she was chuckles and said “he is an energetic man” and continue talking this and that I asked her how could she know “we used to date before” said she. I was so excited how my friend and cousin knowing about this guy so well. And at party that night I was so drunk and he looks so handsome. The reason I crush on him because his dark, blue beautiful eyes, not because he has a big gun that can bullet trigger non stop like M16. In fact he’s a nice, fun & good looking guy.

I was being warned by a cousin who guarantee his sexuality and friends over his popularity he probably interested  to sex me but after knowing that my role is poor he probably dump me over night. I was so scared because I know I’m plain. Yes, I wear granny underwear and never have g string due to difficult & complicated to wear. I supposed to have bigger hip & thighs but due to malnutrition so…..

Not so long he got himself a gf who really gorgeous, smart and beautiful girl, they are perfect couple and they both hot & popular. They show up in the events occasionally but I never say hi to them because I afraid his gf would not satisfy if she saw my eyes said that I’m a secret admirer of your bf. So I never talk to them since then. 

I tell Ms. HR that “hey, you know your ex date is a hot guy now on TF” and “ Yayy….i’m so glad that I’m the first person who got his pure coconut milk” said she. I don’t know what exactly mean but presumed something great has been taken away…(too bad na)

In early 2009 there was a farewell event that Mr. E was going to the southern I thought I would never see him again so I join the party for our last meet. That night while I was sitting and I turn to look around my face bump to his, my nose feel his and that was …..& embarrass moment but act nonchalant because afraid some one would notice. 

And that night I met another hot guy who gave me something, something that I wouldn’t forget. He is a kiwi (Mr. N) who has present personality and harmless. We have same drinks that night as Coke can. Ever since I met him I know this is my stereotype of man who calm and stable mind. And Mr. Kiwi who is matching to my stereotype. 

Confession of the sin
I dream of Mr. E two days before the poor event, in the dream I was walk beside him as if we were gf/bf. My friend told me that he is stay in my subconscious. I keep asking myself if that is true. Think of when I felt hurt he always in my imagination, imagine I go to him though I don’t know where he lives but it’s good to forget trauma even just temporarily. How could I have this feeling, the feeling of intimate with someone mentality but in reality I hardly meet & talk to that person probably when I log in I always see his profile most of the time. Some of my friends call him “your dream guy” I know I always create another world when I’m in state of trauma since I was a child when I’m alone and hungry I always imagine that someone gives me my favorite foods and I be around by family & relatives, they are all love me.

At the pool event I was in his arms in the pool and he said “sorry I didn’t meant it” I told him no need to say sorry I didn’t angry at him. And at the same time I want to comfort him by give him peck on his cheeks but every time I was about to peck he turn his lips to meet mine. And I was still and thought” what am I going to do next? What a well etiquette do if she were me? Bite or chew?. 

How do I feel while I’m in these guys’arms? (Mr. E, N & Kiwi)
It’s good and always good Mr. N used to say while I’m holding and pecking his cheeks “hugging is good na”. Don’t guess me wrong I only hug & peck them nothing sexually except one. I met these gentlemen on TF and I do sexual harassed them but none were serious case, if I did have sex with one of them and when I met him I would non stop thinking that oh I have shag this guy and how many people know about this? Lol…. 
I’m glad that I  have an opportunity to hug them even if I don’t get their coconut milk but hope some TF girls would get it for me na please …lol…..

I am still their secret admirer of two gentlemen, sometimes when I log out  I always come back to look at their profile, I don’t want to freak them out and don’t want them know I’m a stalker..lol…. I thought some of you probably know who they are, I like them but I love Mr. Kiwi. Though when I’m hurt I always think that “maybe he doesn’t mean to be but if he doesn’t, then who?” 

Yesterday at lunch with two virgin friends I told them about Mr. Kiwi tell me he loves me and this is the first time of my life I ever heard. One of a friend said “you are lucky that you heard once and please think of who never heard and never will” I realized that I should shut my mouth when I saw my friends appearances. 

I was thinking of my other friends who told me she love hunting only deep sea fish which is a big fish and some said they love hunting brackish fish. I was thinking of my ability of hunt for a moment and I told them that “I enjoy hunting anchovy because it’s easier to catch”. Sometimes life can be cruel and that is why I don’t want to have daughter because I don’t want she suffer and cry like me.

I going to fly tomorrow and i'm so excited…..
Now I don’t to miss a chance being with him I want to try everything same as people in general because 
I never bewith a man days & nights and now I’m going to…… 

Last night my friend Ms. Mistress call me ask if I could bring her a Kiwi guy who doesn’t horny like dog but someone who sweet & romance, and if any guy have such quality please feel free to contact me.  ;)

I got to see Green Zone this evening with my cousin before leaving…what a lovely day!!!!
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			<pubDate>2010-03-12 11:03:14</pubDate>
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			<title>A simple smile can say so much.</title>
			<author>Philippakwan</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>Anyone who has gone through a divorce knows the pain that both parties can go through, especially if it goes pear shaped.</p><p>I thought as we had no kids, then all would go smooth, but hell NO!! it went pear shaped, to cut two years down to a small sentence. I now have my divorce certificate which I was going to hang on the wall, with the Hot Air Balloon certificate but that would be just reminding me of the pain and anguish.</p><p>Well after the separation and divorce, I have had a few trips to Thailand, one of those trips, a smile from a monk opened my eyes, to the fact HEY STUPID!! WAKE UP!!, smile the world is a nice place and life is too short.</p><p>So moving on from the past and being about to enjoy laugh again, is a reminder that life is too short to be angry and dwelling on what could have been etc is just a waste of energy.</p><p>I had some great news today, one of the young kids that I have been helping a little, has passed an enternace exam into a good school in Chiang Mai, while my help has been small, it is his hard work and love from the family that has got him to pass this exam and I am just as happy as the parents.</p><p>Do not really know what I am saying here makes sense to anyone but I am just letting out some feelings and emotions, looking forward to getting back to the Land of Smiles again.</p><p>&nbsp;</p>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-12 11:03:14</pubDate>
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			<title>Looking for Guys to date my gf in BKK</title>
			<author>cutealec</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>I am out of Thailand now and looking for guys - ideally professional discreet and visiting BKK to date my gf there</p><p>She is exceptionally lovely and normal , just needs attention that I can not give for a while</p><p>Rather this way than her find new bf</p><p>This is genuine , if interested drop a line&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-11 21:03:32</pubDate>
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			<title>Don't look up</title>
			<author>Admin</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p><object classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,29,0" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/BzjLlqIuVhI&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en_US&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" /><param name="quality" value="high" /><param name="menu" value="false" /><param name="wmode" value="" /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/BzjLlqIuVhI&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en_US&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" wmode="" quality="high" menu="false" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></p><p>Bad luck gets even worse for this dude. &nbsp;</p>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-11 19:03:00</pubDate>
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			<title>That will ruin an evening</title>
			<author>Admin</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p><object classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,29,0" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/99eOZdJCNkc&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en_US&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" /><param name="quality" value="high" /><param name="menu" value="false" /><param name="wmode" value="" /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/99eOZdJCNkc&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en_US&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" wmode="" quality="high" menu="false" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Rule #1 of excessive drinking . . . keep your hair out of the toilet. &nbsp;</p>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-11 19:03:51</pubDate>
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			<title>I so wish I had one of these.  I would never leave home</title>
			<author>Admin</author>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-11 18:03:26</pubDate>
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			<title>Ozzy vs. Alias</title>
			<author>Admin</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p><object classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,29,0" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ha8VmHEQXJs&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en_US&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" /><param name="quality" value="high" /><param name="menu" value="false" /><param name="wmode" value="" /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ha8VmHEQXJs&amp;rel=0&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en_US&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" wmode="" quality="high" menu="false" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></p><p>That&#39;s voodoo, man. &nbsp;Don&#39;t show him the iPhone. &nbsp;</p>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-11 18:03:10</pubDate>
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			<title>Beckham's Jersey</title>
			<author>Admin</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p><object classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,29,0" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/P7NsxvfbTQg&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en_US&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" /><param name="quality" value="high" /><param name="menu" value="false" /><param name="wmode" value="" /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/P7NsxvfbTQg&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en_US&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" wmode="" quality="high" menu="false" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>First time I&#39;ve seen this one. &nbsp;Pretty funny. &nbsp;</p>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-11 18:03:35</pubDate>
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			<title>My waxing</title>
			<author>smskun</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p><font color="#0033cc">My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with my dog Molly . I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: &quot;Maybe should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet.&quot;<br /><br /> So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those &quot;cold wax&quot; kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and ya peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and ya pull the hair right off.<br /><br /> No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I&#39;m not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!)<br /><br /> So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and heat it to 1000 degrees. (&quot;Cold wax,&quot;yeah...right!) I lay the strip across my thigh. Hold the skin around it tight and pull. It works!<br /><br /> OK, so it wasn&#39;t the best feeling, but it wasn&#39;t too bad. I can do this!<br /><br /> Hair removal no longer eludes me! I am She-rah, fighter of all wayward body hair and maker of smooth skin extraordinaire.<br /><br /> With my next wax strip I move north. After checking on Molly, I sneak back into the bathroom, for the ultimate hair fighting championship. I drop my panties and place one foot on the toilet. Using the same procedure, I apply the wax strip across the right side of my bikini line, covering the right half of my hoo-ha and stretching down to the inside of my butt cheek (it was a long strip) I inhale deeply and brace myself....RRRRIIIPPP!!!!<br /><br /> I&#39;m blind!!! Blinded from pain!!!!....OH MY GAWD!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /> Vision returning, I notice that I&#39;ve only managed to pull off half the strip. CRAP! Another deep breath and RIPP! Everything is spinning and spotted. I think I may pass out...must stay conscious...must stay conscious.<br /><br /> Do I hear crashing drums??? Breathe, breathe...OK, back to normal.<br /><br /> I want to see my trophy - a wax covered strip, the one that has caused me so much pain, with my hairy pelt sticking to it. I want to revel in the glory that is my triumph over body hair. I hold up the strip!<br /><br /> There&#39;s no hair on it.<br /><br /> Where is the hair??? WHERE IS THE WAX???<br /><br /> Slowly I ease my head down, foot still perched on the toilet. I see the hair. The hair that should be on the strip...it&#39;s not! I touch. I am touching wax. I run my fingers over the most sensitive part of my body, which is now covered in cold wax and matted hair. Then I make the next BIG mistake...remember my foot is still propped upon the toilet? I know I need to do something. So I put my foot down.<br /><br /> Sealed shut! My butt is sealed shut. Sealed shut!<br /><br /> I penguin walk around the bathroom trying to figure out what to do and think to myself &quot;Please don&#39;t let me get the urge to poop. My head may pop off!&quot;<br /><br /> What can I do to melt the wax?<br /><br /> Hot water!! Hot water melts wax!! I&#39;ll run the hottest water I can stand into the bathtub, get in, immerse the wax-covered bits and the wax should melt and I can gently wipe it off, right???<br /><br /> *WRONG!!!!!!!*<br /><br /> I get in the tub - the water is slightly hotter than that used to torture prisoners of war or sterilize surgical equipment - I sit.<br /><br /> Now, the only thing worse than having your nether regions glued together, is having them glued together and then glued to the bottom of the tub...in scalding hot water.<br /><br /> Which, by the way, doesn&#39;t melt cold wax.<br /><br /> So, now I&#39;m stuck to the bottom of the tub as though I had cemented myself to the porcelain!! God bless the man who had convinced me a few months ago to have a phone put in the bathroom!!!!!<br /><br /> I call my friend, thinking surely she has waxed before and has some secret of how to get me undone. It&#39;s a very good conversation starter &quot;So, my butt and hoo-ha are glued together to the bottom of the tub!&quot;<br /><br /> There is a slight pause. She doesn&#39;t know any secret tricks for removal it she does try to hide her laughter from me. She wants to know exactly where the wax is located, &quot;Are we talking cheeks or hole or hoo-ha?&quot;<br /><br /> She&#39;s laughing out loud by now...I can hear her. I give her the rundown and she suggests I call the number on the side of the box.<br /><br /> YEAH!!!!! Right!! I should be the joke of someone else&#39;s night. While we go through various solutions.<br /><br /> I resort to trying to scrape the wax off with a razor. Nothing feels better than to have your girlie goodies covered in hot wax, glued shut, stuck to the tub in super hot water and then dry-shaving the sticky wax off!!<br /><br /> By now the brain is not working, dignity has taken a major hike and I&#39;m pretty sure I&#39;m going to need Post-Traumatic Stress counseling for this event.<br /><br /> My friend is still talking with me when I finally see my saving grace....the lotion they give you to remove the excess wax. What do I really have to lose at this point? I rub some on and OH MY GOD!!!!!!!<br /><br /> The scream probably woke the dead and scared the shit out of my friend.<br /><br /> Its sooo painful, but I really don&#39;t care. &quot;IT WORKS!! It works !!&quot; I get a hearty congratulation from my friend and she hangs up.<br /><br /> I successfully remove the remainder of the wax and then notice to my grief and despair....THE HAIR IS STILL THERE.......ALL OF IT!<br /><br /> So I recklessly shave it off. Heck, I&#39;m numb by now. Nothing hurts. I could have amputated my own leg at this point.<br /><br /> Next week I&#39;m going to try hair color...... </font></p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-11 16:03:24</pubDate>
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			<title>I smell a lawsuit</title>
			<author>Admin</author>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-11 14:03:45</pubDate>
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			<title>scary newark to newark flight</title>
			<author>David100</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>hey hey..i&#39;m posting a quick journal from the ramada newark hotel from a complimentary continental room.</p><p>after taking off with 2 hours delay from new york , the captain decide to turn back again as we hit a group of birds, we felt the engine on the left side wasn&#39;t working properly, and here we are, birds crash...grrrrrrrrrr....(still remembering the hudson river landing due to the same problem)</p><p>let&#39;s see if tomorrow i will get some other flight to bkk. </p><p>is someone from south africa?my luggage could be there now, surely lost somewhere....grrr... <br /></p>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-11 12:03:41</pubDate>
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			<title>Joke of the Day!</title>
			<author>breakofdawning</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;</p><p>Source Veenarat&#39;s tweet: <br /></p><p><span class="status-body"><span class="entry-content">ÊÒÁÕºÍ¡à¾×èÍ¹½ÃÑè§·Õè¨ÐÁÒàÁ×Í§ä·ÂÇèÒ ÍÂèÒãÊèàÊ×éÍÊÕá´§ËÃ×ÍàËÅ×Í§ÁÒ à¢Ò¶ÒÁÇèÒ âÃ¹ÑÅ´ì áÁ¤â´¹ÑÅ´ì·ÓäÃ¼Ô´·ÕèàÁ×Í§ä·ÂàËÃÍ ·ÓäÁâ´¹áº¹</span></span></p><p>Hubby told a foreign friend who&#39;s coming to Thailand not to wear red or yellow shirts. The friend then asked...why is Ronald McDonald banned in Thailand?!!!</p><p>&nbsp; &nbsp; <br /></p>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-10 22:03:07</pubDate>
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			<title>Secretary of Energy Chu Speaks About Green Technology</title>
			<author>Bruce551</author>
			<description><![CDATA[<p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p><object classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,29,0" width="560" height="340"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/0nVl17mibLc&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;color1=0x234900&amp;color2=0x4e9e00" /><param name="quality" value="high" /><param name="menu" value="false" /><param name="wmode" value="" /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/0nVl17mibLc&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;color1=0x234900&amp;color2=0x4e9e00" wmode="" quality="high" menu="false" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="560" height="340"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><font size="3" color="#000000">http://earth2tech.com/2010/03/08/doe-chief-on-why-we-dont-have-a-manhattan-project-for-energy/#more-52838<br /><br />In times of national need, history has shown that countries can innovate fast &mdash; with enough funding. The government has been able to say &ldquo;Deliver the goods now, we need them, quickly,&rdquo; and has seen successful results, Secretary of Energy Steven Chu said in a talk today hosted by Stanford University&rsquo;s Green Alliance for Innovative Action. The classic example: The Manhattan Project. Asked why the Department of Energy doesn&rsquo;t launch an initiative like the Manhattan Project for green energy technologies, Chu said, well, we should &mdash; but the money isn&rsquo;t there.<br /><br />&ldquo;If you look at the amount of funding for that [the Manhattan Project], and the amount of funding to put a man on the moon, it was a huge spike in funding.&rdquo; For energy technologies that will help reduce greenhouse gas emissions, Chu said, &ldquo;you still need I think tens of billions of dollars as a minimum per year invested in these technologies and the associated science.&rdquo; The agency&rsquo;s base budget, he said, is a far cry from that &mdash; just $3 billion. So it&rsquo;s up to Congress, he said, to allocate more funds.<br /><br />Chu, a onetime Stanford professor, began his talk with a rundown of the latest climate data and global temperature records. &ldquo;This is recent data,&rdquo; he said. </font></p><p><font size="3" color="#000000"><em>&ldquo;It&rsquo;s more than a smoking gun. The carbon in the atmosphere is due to humans.&rdquo; Bottom line, said Chu, &ldquo;The question is not will the earth warm up, it&rsquo;s how much will it warm up.&rdquo;</em><br /><br /><em>&ldquo;We will live in a carbon constrained world. I don&rsquo;t know when. Five years or 10 years. I hope it&rsquo;s five years, worldwide. I hope it&rsquo;s two.&rdquo;</em><br /><br />As for China, he said the country is now &ldquo;spending over <strong>$9 billion a month</strong> to diversify and clean up their energy industry.&rdquo; Noting one particularly pricey green project backed by China&rsquo;s government, he commented, &ldquo;A country essentially run by engineers is a good thing. Well, it&rsquo;s not all good &mdash; I&rsquo;d rather live here. But it has its advantages.&rdquo;</font></p><p><font size="3" color="#000000">A peak at the Senate&#39;s Energy Bill 2010<br /><br />http://lugar.senate.gov/record.cfm?id=322910<br /><br />Lugar&rsquo;s practical Energy and Climate Plan would address the diversity of threats (national security, economic, and environmental) posed by our current energy situation, rather than focusing primarily on climate. <br />&nbsp;<br />The plan focuses on the cheapest energy savings first &ndash; those that will save Americans money and will have minimal fiscal government impact &ndash; and it does not attempt to solve everything in a single comprehensive piece of legislation. <br />&nbsp;<br />Goals:<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; * Reduce foreign oil dependence<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; * Save Americans money on their energy bills<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; * Improve competitiveness<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; * Diversify and clean-up power sources<br /><br />&nbsp;<br />Policy outline:<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp; 1. Capturing Energy Efficiency<br /><br />National building performance standard &ndash; long-term building codes with continuing improvement guidelines for new residential and commercial construction. <br /><br />Incentive programs, such as low-interest loans, for retrofits of homes and commercial buildings (<em>Thailand does not have the above programs</em>)</font></p><p><font size="3" color="#000000">Strong energy standards for appliances and lighting<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp; 2. Diverse and cleaner electricity sector<br /><br />Clean Energy Standard &ndash; a national mandate for the use of cleaner energy sources that sets guidelines but gives states flexibility, allowing diverse cleaner sources: renewable, nuclear and clean coal with carbon capture &amp; storage.<br /><br />Enhanced fiscally-responsible federal supports, such as loan guarantees<br /><br />Early retirement program for the dirtiest coal plants<br /><br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp; 3. Reducing foreign oil dependence<br /><br />Long-term, automatically strengthening CAFE standards for cars and trucks <br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <br />Full implementation of current 36 billion gallon renewable fuels standard<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <br />Enhanced domestic oil production (including outer continental shelf) as transition </font><br /></p>]]></description>
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			<pubDate>2010-03-10 15:03:11</pubDate>
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			<title>The book of Soda #1</title>
			<author>soda</author>
			<description><![CDATA[Last night after work I went to shopping alone for 3 hours to exert my energy of being so extremely happy which I am not use to be like this before. I’ve been through predicament since late 2009 regarding of my visa application and after my wisdom tooth pulled out I found out that a corner of my lips were ripped out cause my flesh inflamed, ulcered and lost appetizer. I was thinking, is my unfortunate or the dentist poor work? I cried most of the day in Jan 2010 which cause me a roll of tissue in each night, in some night two.....

On Feb 15, 2010 I called the embassy said “this isn’t make sense to hold my application for 6 weeks long”. A person who in charge is offending profusely that she was so busy at that time and will contact me within two days but she email immediately after I hung up phone not long. 
Said:

Dear Khun Soda,
Please submit the following information/documents to help in the assessment of your application and to support your connection with your friend Mr Kiwi M:
 
- brief explanation of how and when you met and how your friendship has developed.  
- evidence of continuous communication between you and your friend during the times you have not been together, from the first time you met early 2009 (e.g., copies of phone bills showing the phone numbers, printouts of emails exchanged, cards, letters, etc).  
- evidence of your friend's trips to Thailand (travel stamps in his passport showing Thai arrival and departure stamps) 
- evidence of trips overseas made with your friend since early 2009 (travel stamps and visas in your passport and your friend's passport) 
- other evidence of your relationship, e.g., photos of you together, with family and friends, on holidays, etc.  
- copy of old passport showing travel stamps and visas to other countries
 
Please post the requested documents by Monday 22 February 2010, and please write the application number on all documents that you submit. Please write any explanation in English.

I email Mr. Kiwi asked if he received and confirm by return, but nothing was replied. I email him again I asked if he can send his passport copy with stamp while he was in BKK but nothing replied. I was waiting and keep emailing in anxious and wanted to know if he could do what I asked because I have to do my part as well until Feb 18, 2010 I can’t take it anymore then I email him:
Hi Mr. Kiwi,
I haven’t heard from you since you called (14.02.10) and I don't know what happen there. I presumed maybe you don't want me to go NZ. its ok, no matter what happen I still want to know you are ok. I will call the embassy and get my passport back.
I understand we are too far to reach each other and our communication is improper it is difficult for both of us. sometimes i dont know what you want and what you think and i dont know what to do it is hard darling. I am bad in relationship so i consider myself being alone & single life is suit me best.
 
And after email him I posted a JN. Then after 5 mins JN being posted there was a reply from him:
Good Afternoon Soda,
I'm holding off untill I give you good news, but it's been slow coming, Hva ebeen trying to get hold of visa bkk but keep ring at wrong time and when i get through it cuts off, so frustrating...cos i told my boss about using work phone which she said was ok but feel bad about it due to so many cut offs, anyway I wll get back to you later tonight with news, even you are bad in relationship :p, and i will start a new email trail cos this one is too wide......love uuu xxx

I was crying hard & loud at my desk and one of my colleague standing in front of me (all of them get used to of I crying in the office …) I know she wants to share her anger at her boss with me and lucky because I don’t need to listen to her while I was in tear & running nose, my head cover with tissue papers as if I’m a mummy. When she saw me cried “do u think you are an 18 years old?” said she.

In late afternoon Mr. Kiwi called:
Mr. Kiwi: Hi Soda, How are you?
Me: I’m crying….
He was silent for a second, I guess he didn’t know what to do when he know I was crying, then he explain this and that over how & why it took him so long until he said “I love you, Soda” I was silent for once second and thought this is the first time of my life and it cause me stop crying. Then he speaks to make me laugh…..
You can say I’m ugly or whatever that no one ever said “I love you” before but this is the ugly truth.

On Friday, Feb 19, 2010 I spent time writing brief explanation of friendship developing and printing out our email correspondent and some of my JNs. I know my English is poor but I got to write:

February 19, 2010
To: 	A. (Ms)
Subject: 	Brief explanation of how our relationship has developed.

Dear Khun A,
This document is for support evidence of our relationship and evidence for my visa application.

I have met Mr. Kiwi M. on April 17, 2009; actually we have known each other by late of 2008 over one dating website and keep writing to each other as friends once in awhile. And after physical meeting our relationship developed seriously. I impressed and appreciated on what he said he liked me before he met me.

Though we have spend time together for about two weeks on his last trip but it were our great time together. I have written journals of how we met in details, and I named him as Mr. Kiwi in my journals (title I kiss man, Try & etc...), please see enclosed documents and our email correspondents since the day he went back his country. 

We have planed together for me to take a trip over NZ since October, 2009 but due to our time off were not matching so we have postpone till this year and also my flight has been postpone forward to March 13, 2010 return on March 28, 2010. 

I have a few photos taken together with Mr. Kiwi some are blur and I apologize for some photos do not appropriate to present but this is what I have in hand as I don’t like taking photos much and I didn’t realized I would use these photos as a support evident of my visa ‘s application. 

I have lost my previous passport which has Abu Dhabi stamp but I still have flight booking and document that approved by the Abu Dhabi embassy as a business trip, please see as enclosed.

I am looking forward to hearing from you and I hope all document support and some are fax to you by Mr. Kiwi would be sufficient evidence to my visa application.

Best Regards,
Soda Y.

 my grammar is poor but hope she would understand what I wrote and at the day I present the documents she called: 

To be continue…

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			<pubDate>2010-03-10 14:03:37</pubDate>
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