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I got this message yesterday from Myspace said that I wanna be friend with myself !!
Heck !!
I know that I talk to myself quite often ( lets say all the time ) and I know that sounds weird..But I wanna be friend with myself and even send a request on Myspace ?
I doubt now if I'm insane or if that is true....
Or i have to make sure that
Friendship is such a great treasure that once you find it, you don't want to lose it.
I was not well ( mentally ) for almost a week. And I'm so thankful for those TF friends who were there for me ( you know who you are and I don't have to mention it since your names are stamped in my heart already )
At the same time, my ex kept calling me..and that brought more confusion to my life.
My mistake when I saw him on facebook the other week and decided to text him.."someone forgot my birthday."
I woke up early though it's my day off !
With that freshness inside of my heart and soul.
Did a bit of excercise and felt the breeze of cold season.
I was wondering why it just started to cool down a few days before when it was supposed to get cold since the beginning of this much.
But love is like that...
In it's due time, sooner or later, it will come !!
I'm now not in love, not broken hearted as I said in my journal yesterday ( the one tht was hidden by me ) if there is no enough
November Full Moon Shine..
Loy kratong
Loy kratong
It was a very fun night back to the Sala with friends and family (indeed they have become my family)
The gathering with Marc the Chairman, Jack as Mr. Vice, Jay the chef, Apple the owner of beautiful laughters, Michael ..hmmm the..the..the...the guy then ( i cant come up with one), Joost the Fun maker , can't miss Bo the Dog and I ; Nave ..the lil sis-the trouble maker..whatever they name me !!
Started with firework with Bo watching !
November Full Moon Shine..
Loy kratong
Loy kratong
It was a very fun night back to the Sala with friends and family (indeed they have become my family)
The gathering with Marc the Chairman, Jack as Mr. Vice, Jay the chef, Apple the owner of beautiful laughters, Michael ..hmmm the..the..the...the guy then ( i cant come up with one), Joost the Fun maker , can't miss Bo the Dog and I ; Nave ..the lil sis-the trouble maker..whatever they name me !!
Started with firework with Bo watching !
What is it ?
When there is no enough reason to leave and no enough reason to stay ?
Is it an emotional trap?
I'm now struggling with it!
If I leave ? not enough reason to leave
If I stay ? why do I need to stay
Ever been confused with this kinda thought ?
Instead of going out as I planned !
I fell off the stairs and hurt my butt badly !!
I sat at home doing nothing after watching all the movies that I rented on Friday !
With a bit of rain, I became emotional...and decided to get it all out with these
1. Plastic pottery (sorry no pic of that as I painted all that i've got, i didnt think it was cute until i got it all done)
2. Colors
3. Brushes
4. Just a plate would do
5. My imagination
6. Peter Rabbit !! He is
Having my day off on Fridays, I tend to get away from where I live and where I work either with my imagination or with my big ass sitting somewhere else !! But I don't feel like going out tomorrow !! My mood is up and down...laugh and cry with PMS to blame.
I went to a vdo shop to rent some movies for tomorrow.
And these are all I've got after walking around for an hour with my wandering ideas
1. Alexander : Director's cut
2. The Motorcycle Diaries
3. Gandhi
And I plan to fi
I never felt so strong as today, when I was walking to our construction site to measure the counter in order to contact the granite and marble store !
It's so true that after got cheated by a not very trustworthy company, we had to do everything on our own.
From the first rebar to the last furniture !!
I walk up and down the building once every other day !! Because I have to contact many people, teach a few classes, go to district office..etc. I have to dress polite and formal tho I feel l
My missing piece ..who are you ?
( WARNING : This journal is quite romantic so you are permitted to throw up later..make sure that you wipe your own mess, k? Also you should picture me as a lovely Lolita blooming at her age of 15 or else this wouldnt work!!)
It was such a night !!
I went to bed at almost one and woke up with tears falling from my both eyes and my body could not help trembling.
I had a sad dream that I was doing something..something like checking on who's who in my l
Gosh...I'm such a loser !!!
You all know that I'm a woman with my curve and I love it !! But there are times that I whine about it though I have lost some weight !! But I would be whining about it from time to time and would arrogantly stick my nose up in the air saying I'm proud of who I am and my brain anyway !!
But I made a mistake 2 days ago !!
As when I was leaving for Charley Brown's, my friend stopped me !
'Hey sis, look at this forward mail..this XXX weight company is looking fo
I think I will be stoned right after posting this journal !!
But first off, I'd like to give the credit to English_Bob who showed me what the heck 'community' column is for !!!
I never touched it until tonight when the taco was getting good in my stomach and my nose smelled something and was finding its way to people's biz as what I always do in TF.
And it's my very first time checking out the 'Weekly Top Members'.
To my surprise, they do exist !! 'The Vote Lovers' and 'The Voters of the
But he probably did !!
Came back from my bro's house last night and must say it was quiet ever since my lil niece is away with the grandma. I miss that 20 kilos thing jumping on me whenever I arrive.
Anyway, came back home late, checked my emails, facebook and TF as usuall then saw that my ex was online.
I texted him that someone forgot my birthday and there was a penalty for that !!
I did not mean more than I just said ! Just to bang his head abit but he texted me back right away th
People !!! ( esp thai girls ...my age - older )
I'm now so so so glad that I didn't go to that wedding as I wrote in my previous journal..why going when I didn't have any peace.
Got a call from my friend when I had 2 hours to leave for the wedding. My friend said she had another ticket available.
A ticket to see NUVO
What ???????????????????????
Who would miss it ?
They were my highschool lovers. The true love of my whole life !!!!
Don't feel like talking about the audience ( 30 Â
It's raining now while writing this so as my mood !
It's a bit wetty, moody and very uncertain !
Here sitting on my bed preparing what I gotta teach tonight, I like it when talking about 'vision' but I never teach anything if I can't do it ! But this is not about my question.
Proper?
2 things have been bothering me !!
1. I wanna go out to the beach real bad this weekend ! I have been pulling myself in BKK for quite a while and last time that I went out for a quiet holiday was about 2 m
I just turned 29 today.
Thanks to PeeMarc and AAAum for the early birthday dinner. Seems like they knew ahead that I would be so darn busy on my birthday thanks
I never had such a friendly party like this where friends had prepared just for me How I hated it when my birthday was always on school vacation and I would be sent to my grandparents away from parents and friends.
Thanks to 'The Council of the Sala' So..for the sake of my birthday, I'd like to make a confession
Here comes 'The
Jay7 kindly posted a vid from my birthday dinner at Pi Marc's.... but it cant be seen.. so here it is...I love it something to remember when getting 29
such a memorable night indeed
thanks to all
x rated title.....x rated..I thought
but I wanna put it that way anyway
Some of you know that in one day I got about 10ish tourists talking to me. Some of you questioned me why did I allow my contact info to be seen.
I got the answer right after taking the personality disorder test according to Pandorea's journal : I love attention !!
And I'm not afraid of weirdos nor I have much money for those nigerian scams. I welcome them with my arms wide open so that they know that I'm more psycho
I know this is not a new topic and many girls have posted this. But this is just coming out from my point of view and I'm writing this with no anger but humor.
As you see, once every other day, we find hot chicks post something about weirdos ! And this might shake your faith and belief that a hippo mama like me gets some attention from those horny roosters as well. ( I think they are more like poor that they think any female living being is horny like them with that 'ready-to-get-laid- button
Here I am again asking for help !!!
My cough is all gone !! but since yesterday, I was sneezing..sneeze..sneeze..sneeze..sneeze..and then runny nose !! I think I have a cold now !!
With runny nose and allergy make it hard to breathe. I walked with my head up ( not to follow my own motto 'Head Up and MOVE ON' ) didn't get better so I rolled a piece of tissue paper and stuck it in my nose, it looked weird and was too irritating.
So I had to take 2 tablets of chlorpheniramine though I kne
Yike !!
I would make the worst mother in the world and eventhough I love girls but my thought is kinda changed since yesterday.
As some of you know, my cook's daughter stayed with me for 2 nights that her mother was in hospital ( she's coming out today and I dropped the girl there this morning )
I was not trying to play any 'mother role' during those 2 nights that she was with me. But I couldn't help wanting to braid her hair !!
To be honest, I don't know how to do girls hair not even my o
Got an urgent message when I was in class today that our cook was sent to hospital because of her ovalry problem and there might be a tumor. And her little girl might be sent away immediatly at night until the mother is doing well.
Working with children, there are many things to concern about. Their well beings, education, mental..IQ and EQ ..etc.
Last year, this girl who has just turned 9 lost her father in a car accident and I went to see her dad's body with her and I remember so well how
1. I'm not gonna cross my legs like Ms. Stone ( and you wont see anything anyway )
2. This is not such an erotic story like that
3. It's all about instinct !!
I had ants attack in my bedroom wall on Thursday night. And those freaky ants were in my bed in the middle of the night and were biting me all over. I was so so so so mad and was trying to find out why. At frirst, I thought it was that Vita Berry bottle that I had the night before. But those little lovers didn't get near my trash bas