time is going fast...wow...31 umm getting old one more year...I learn a lot of thing for a year my work ...my life...friend....love...happiness...sadness...made me to know that life have to go on....my life is down this time..work...love... I hope everything will be better after my birthday...
Thank you for all your wish....This month i'm really down...I'm broken heart...I got work prolem..... I got headache everyday at work... All your wish made me feel better....Thank you
well I said I will miss my bed and pillow on my last jounal yes...i will but I mean about bed and pillow...I meant more than that...if I have to travel all year..I will miss my parents my friends, my life in the city I'm not complained my job, i love it but I was shock with all project for next year....anyway its my work...I have to do it
thanks for all comments ..well I'm working for goverment and I don't think i will date with my office guys....NOO.....my boss...NOO...and next year I have to travel all year..first month ,Jan I will work on first project at my department , Feb I will go to work at Lumpang,March at Korat, April back to department,May at Songkra, Jun back to office,July at Korat,August at Lumpag, Sep at Department ..I will miss my bed my pillow...
You know....i'm just little bit afriad for this number...seem like i'm too old..hahahhaahhh when I was 29 i never feel like this.. I don't wanna hear when somebody ask me" when u will marry??"..." why u still single??"....don't ask me! hahahhahah.......well thanks for all your wish..thank you....they all made me so happy now..
wowwwwwwwwwwwwwww tomorow I will be 30 y's old...Big girl.. I can't beleive i'm 30 years old now....I think I should looking for boyfriend now...hahahhhahaaa well I'm a happy 30 years old lady ( oh boy..i still wanna use girl...i still wanna be girl:))
Thank you for your guys comments..Thanks...but its really hard to forget him...anyway I'm trying...I don't wanna let my life down because of him..if my love doesn't mean for him anymore...
Long time I didn't write on here...and today I feel so sad ..yes its Valentie day but I'm broken heart...this time I feel so hurt...I was so crazy....maybe because I love him from my heart , after I date with him...he told me he loves me..at first I don't beleive him and I think he is crazy but I don't know when I start to love him....I went for help victims of Tsunami at pang nga 10 days after I come back i found something wrong with him and I tried to find it out b'c I asked him many time he d
I'm alone at office...its bored to come to work on sunday and alone..I think I should keep my self busy than I can forget everything in the past..yes i'm trying..I don't wanna get crazy about this problem I should work in out...I think I have a good heart but sometime its make problem to my life too...I think positive to all the people I tell my self...everybody is same...if I be good to them , they will be good to me too...but its not like that...and its hurt me
I thought I won't tell him what I feel about him but I can't stayed with that feeling..I thought i have to let it out from my heart..I just wanted to tell him ...it was like fire in my heart...finally I told him..I love him but he doesn't care about it...I never feel this much hurt before..so paintful..i don't understand what happened to me...maybe i 'm unlucky for love...
I don't know why I feel like I'm broken heart now..I don't have boyfriend ...just I m falling in love some body and I didn't tell him I like him more than friend...I think he doesn't like me ...as girlfriend...I'm not good enought for him...sad...
why?? why?? I just chatted with somebody and he tried to put his opinion to me..and show me that he got a girl from Thaifriend..tell me I'm unlucky because I can't find anybody ...and said i'm not polite..I just tried to let he know I don't wanna know his personal life and don't talk or think about my life too....I was happy but he made me mood upset now...
My brother had operation last wednesday...he had done a good job..I would like to say thanks to Budha, God, and your guys all , thanks for your pray...he was in the operation 7.30 hrs..so long..and hard time to our family...my mom kept on walking for 7 hours:D , but he has left eye problem...have to check up again
thank you for you all
Finally , he will take the opearation this wednesday...he looks ok..but I don't know about his feeling , yesterday i went to see him in the hospital and I saw one guy , he just had for brain operation too....i was trying to forget how the doctor will open his skull but the guy made me imagine about brain operation and i'm afraind about it...i'm so worry about my brother now..but i can't talk to him or mom..they are so worry ..more than me....pray with me, thanks
Finally my little brother admit in the hospital today..maybe he will take operation this week..its kindda hard time for our family ...young and healthy guy got a stroke..can't beleive
what is love? what the meaning of love?? where is the love?? Have you ever fall in love with someone but you know that you can't be with him...!! kindda sad you know..its paintful...maybe its bette if you go away from him...if you gotta know that he doesn't want you like what you wanna be with him..you can feel that he is change....if you meet him , talk to him every day ...you will hurt your self.
