Your family told me to letting go and move on since you're not here with us anymore...... but how can I do that? .... noway... I don't wanna move on... not without you.... You were my husband to be and no one else will ever take your place. I will wait for that day that we'll meet in heaven...I am going to wait until the day we meet once again..Until then "You will forever live in my heart and forever will be my one and my only sunshine..." Gone too soonI LOVE YOU...
To my Key~it......My true love and my fiance. 2 months without you, things has only getting harder for me. I still thinking about you , missing you, wishing you were still with me and that we will be living together forever like we've planed for. Everyday I woke up to a nightmare, the truth that I've lost you forever to death is eating me alive. I talked to you in my head, my thought and my dreams, and now I'm writing my thought hoping to reaching you somehow... Where are you my love? Are yo
My love Key~it
Hey baby... as I would always start.
It's been nearly a month, and I miss you, ever, so, much.
Truely, words cannot describe what I feel for you. Even more than what I comprehended,now that you're gone. I had so much more to give, and to show you. We were, waiting for that day... So close, yet so far now.
I can only wish, you had more time with me. What we had, was the most beautiful love story that I know, yet, a deeply sad one. Only becasue you're not here with me no mor
Out of order was right the doctors here are pointless I'm now bleeding and i should have my period right on the 6th of next month not today !!!! I'll go see another doctor tomorrow for sure.
Thanks for all comments and messages to wishing me well, You guys are SUPER!!! I've got Gastroscope and Colonscope , x-ray, Ultrasound, KUB test and a few more check up.. and the doctor believe that I might be having " Endometriosis " (endometriosis is the tissue that lines the inside of the uterine cavity. some of this tissue spreads, into the ovaries or elsewhere in the abdominal cavity. ) I will need to get a Laparoscopy to see if it's really Endometriosis or not... I'm at my friend's h
According to my last journal I am now admitted into Khon Kaen Ram hospital someone told me about one of the doctor here, I have a feeling it's going to be waste of time but oh well, i'm already here so mind as well right?!! Suck! I'm alone in this room watching the movie " FROM HELL " on UBC , i hate this type of movie..
This is Lee he's half Viet half Chinese Kimmmmmmmmmmmmieeeeeee hehe yeah my Korean kuttie!! Dre A 100% Jap and he's still a hottie at 38!!! Chrisssssssss!! lol A Pinoy - tattoo freak Here's Luis a half Philipino guy I forgot what his name was.been along time since we both talk lol AND THE MOST HOTTEST FELLA IS ............. Ai Noi
HAHAHA I love this hopeless romantic Charlie's looking of him , ( He's Lao
Yes!!! You are !!! You're so perfect for me , being with you make everythings in my world seems so right. I Love you just as much as you love me. And i needed you just as much as you needed me. I LOVE YOU
......Asian men!! But not all the Asian men! ?? Only the one that's Tall / Fit , with a great smile ( nice/white teeth ) with dimple on his cheek !!!! The one that's not too shy but not so full of himself or always braggin' about his expensive ride (what's so great about it? its only a friggin machine thats runs!!!) OR Who his daddy is and how much his parents worths ( Err,yeah give me your daddy cell no. so i can call and tell him how much big of a loser his son is! ) I hate them coz they're
My flight leaving tomorrow morning. I don't even know why I'm going and what i'd be doing when i'm there!?
Well i guess i'll just have to wait and see....
be back in a couple of days
WTF ! I f-ckin' hate this life !
If you're nice you get trested like ****!
From now on , i'm just going to be a selfish/careless and cruel type of person!
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I knew i should had ignored the World, since all i've got was my own fuckin' world anyway!
It's Sunday and im just laz around, bored as usual .... I guess it's time for a journal posting eh!? Yeah! lets see what i got here.. It's 2 A-Aussie guys here. Let's put them on the ring, shell we ladies? K! here's the deal ...which is the hottest Azn Aussie?" Warning: You've enter the "Yellow Fever" zone! " RATE HIM.............. 1. COSMO Aka,the TF Mafia ( or could have be a God Father ) showing of his ( probably fake ) tattoo. K.T AKA Viet Rider...Sa
just came across this on youtube.I've heard about this Bi-Rain and this is the first time i get to see his vdo... Damn! Bi-Rain is such a sexy beast!!.I just love his physique.sounds mushy hahaha...Nah! I do love his smile too it's so adorable, look kinda cheeky too,esp when he sticking his tongue out...boi...that was so hawwt! hehe I love my asian men with strong upper ( arms and shoulders ) not into those short and skinny ones! And most Thai men that i know are either out of shape or way too s
This was a while back..After countless thrill seeking adventures(j/k), I met this wonderful guy who is mix-Asian,tall,very well build,Handsome and Intelligent. As we both love kung fu movies and chinese food , we came to realize that we were inseparable and "what's yours is yours, what's mine will be yours neway " quickly became my fav line during pillow talk.
Three months into our relationship, a phone call abruptly woke me up at 430 in the morning. It was him with a horsed voice obviously fr
          It's hurt to seeing you here again            It's hurt me so very bad that you left me and now you   asking me to be more than just a friend.          Wasn't you that turn your back on me and just walked away...Then why are you back into my life again..Why?                  I told you it's too late and i had already moved on. You said " NO! PLEASE BABY, I KNEW I'VE MADE A MISTAKE NOW I REALIZED HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME ,AN
I've been knowing this guy for quiet a while and he had no idea that i have a crush on him...
Everytime we talk i'd have this rush of wanting to just grab his head and give him the most passionate kiss... not in a horny way but it's a rush of when you like someone so much and you just can't help but wanting to express it in multiply ways.... so what are yours ?
what a bad week !!!! I had a terrible flu eariler this week ( again after last week) then got into an accident.. now i can't even stand on my right foot..Grrrrrrrrrr this s**t is so painful..
okay i'm done reporting myself to whoever that might be concern on here....
KABA MODERN VS JABBAWOCKKEZ
Here's another asian talents ( well except that one black dude in jabba wockeez lol )they kicked ass at the American's best dance crew and once again the JabbaWockeez won for another year... I'm so proud of them.....Yeah! Baby this is the Asian Pride !!!
