the time when I was down and out, no lovin? in my life.
this angel came and brought about a meaning of so right.
took my black and lonely days and turned the light with his loving ways.
he?s my wonderful
everything a girl could want to love and all I need
yes he?s my wonderful
he must have been sent from up above just for me
gotta have him close to me each and every night
to give me that security of dreamin? in delight
love has got a grip on me, oh so tight
hope he never lets go
he?s
Finalllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! WOOHOO
I met my boy today! before I leave for Florida!!!
And ... I was so late. . He waited for me for 2 hours ...
It was my fault .. actually I really missed the train ..
cos I looked at the wrong schedule ..
When I got there. . I didn't see him ..
I almost cried ..
Then, I walked to where I thought he was supposed to be ...just in case I didn't show up ..
but then .. I turned around and was about to go somewhere else .. I was pretty sure that
It snowed this morning!!!
Merry White Christmas everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's such a lonesome christmas day T_T
I haven't talked to my baby boy since yesterday ....
I don't know where the hell he is ..
I tried to call him but no one picked up the damn phone!!!!
Santaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Send me my baby boy nowwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Or I'll go with his twin brother?!?!
I miss you , my cutie sweety honey baby ..
Miss u too much ..
My boy and I went to Navy Pier together .......
On the way there I asked him " You don't have a watch,do you?"
He said " No "
I asked '"Why?"
He said " I don't like to wear watch"
................ ( ****, that's what I got him for Christmas--A gorgeous watch from Guess )
...
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Baby .. from now on .. you really have to begin to like wearing watch !!
So we went to Navy Pier .. and there was indoor ice skate rink!
And it was my first time to ice skate!!!!!!
I did pretty ..
Finally I'm on vacation!! woohooooooooooooooooo
Tomorrow I have to finish my christmas shopping!
and on Thursday I'm gonna give the christmas present to my baby boy on the Ferris Wheel at Navy Pier ....
ooooh.....well ..that's my plan!
It may be changed!!!!
I have to tell myself not to think about the future! cos i don't know what is gonna happen!
Think only about today!
I'm happy , my boy is happy , we're happy today! and it's all we've got for now!!!!
I love you,baby
P.S. Honey ,,
Where were you all the the time I was fooled around by those players???
Why did you just show up,baby?
I love you so much
and thank you for loving me back ...
I love you
..
When I first talked to u, I was afraid to hold u, when I held u, I was afraid to love u, now that I love u I am afraid to lose u
...
P.S. Finally I found a new fish who I'm really happy to be in the sea with ..
Tomorrow!! Oh no!! It's exams day!!!!
I haven't studied yet!!
shoot!!!
I wish I were in public school so I don't have to take final exams this quick!!
damnnnnn
And public school students are already on holiday!!!!!!
I hate my school!!!
I'm so tired ...
I'm so lonesome .. I don't know what to do now..
Maybe it's stupid to say that I don't really feel like living in this world anymore..
I'm just too tired to live, to breath , to cry ...
no one understands me here ...
people who I can talk to are too far ...
3 days ago I felt like there was only 1 fish in the sea and from now on I'd be totally all alone .. I would never love again ..
Love is so much pain .. I hate hate hate so damn hate those people who are fooling around with my broken heart ...
yet .. I keep telling myself these days..there's a new gorgeous fish coming to the sea just for me .. even though I have to wait forever ..
And .. the fish who left me ..,that's because he wasn't good enough..
and ..damn it!!! Why don't I stop crying a
Baby .. Why did you hurt me ..
I'm crying my heart out ..
boy .. stop fooling around with me ..
I will never love again
Don't ever ask me to go out if you don't know what you want exactly ..
Don't hurt me,baby ...
please ..don't..
u said "I don't want to hurt a baby girl who I appreciate lying that I want to be with her a lot"
thank you..sweetheart ..
I hate you,baby
...
I feel so damn blue..
I can't even write it down why I feel so..
I can just cry anytime right now...
I made a mistake ... please forgive me ...
you're my baby..
you're my only one...
I don't know why I feel so .. hmm...don't know how to explain ..
I feel so lonesome and when I feel lonesome I can be so grabby.
Isn't that weird?
anyway .. I don't wanna do anything ..
my brain's just stopped working ...
My mind is totally blank ..
What am I thinking?
I'm thinking about what to think ..!
Right now I look so obnoxious ..
I have a dance waiting for me tonight and I don't know if I will rush there on time ..
I also have a big party waiting for me tomorrow night .. but
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
Just finished packing my bags ...
I'm going to stay at Wanda's house for 2 weeks since my mom will be away to Florida ..
I really don't want to stay at their house!! Gosh!! The kids are evils!!!!!!
Next Friday I'm gonna put my lovely dress on and get ready for Homecoming dance at Von Steuben with my friend,Mindy ,cos she doesn't have a date..!!I'm so excited!! They have homecoming dance a little bit later than my school!! Mine was kinda boring but I went with a cute guy ..so it was better!
he said only my face is pretty but not my mind .........
I'm sorry ,dude
I'm not perfect like you!
I don't play with anybody's feeling .
and stop talking **** about me with somebody else..
If u have any problems about me .. jus talk to me
And stop talking rot .
Oh la la ..
She can't leave any stupid comments on my journal anymore!!! and she can't send me any messages either because I've blocked her already! smartie me!!!
If u guys wanna leave a comment just msg me,ok?
Take care!!
I think I really had enough with this person .
Many people here on TF probably know her from her crabby journals about her ex-boyfriend.
She must be so outspoken to post her affairs all over the net.
Anyway .. her ex and I have known each other for 4 years by now .. of course..that's before they went out together but we've been just friends .. nothing else .. He's my craziest friend ever and many times I feel like i hate him so much .. why? I really can't write it down.
I swear I've never to
It's the first day to snow this year ....
Not thick enough to go skiing though ..
i wanna go ice skating so bad !! At millenium park should be fun for ice skating.
Tomorrow is Thanksgivin' day! I'm so happy .. I've already cooked for dinner tomorrow night .. yum yum ....
don't be jealous,guys .. I know how to cook.
Last year I didn't get a chance to celebrate Thanksgivin' here because I was messing around in Thailand . Well .. it was fun though
WoOHOooo!!!
Wednesday OFF!!!
Thursday OFF
Friday OFF!!!!
What ELES??
SATURDAY AND SUNDAY OFFFFF!!
HOOREY!!
I love Thanksgivinggggggggg.......
Do you smell something???
IT'S TURKEYYYY!!!
Well Well Well...
Klemen was born on Thanksgivin' too bad .. I guess he doesn't know that! because he's not in America..
Love You ALL!!!
The words you say I'll never listen to cuz if I did I'd be just like you but your my enemy and soon you're gonna see, you've gotta be yourself to be happy cuz you're not, you're not
f**ked up visions in my head, I'm a f**ked up kid is what they said, but at least I know all the things that I want, and it's all the things I've got.
Cuz you're so quick to point the finger you act like your **** don't linger it feels good when you see someone else in a rut it gives you confidence and makes you ha
I keep a close watch on this **** of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
And the condom on your ****'s the tie that binds
Because you're mine
You're gonna sleep with me even if it kills you
You're gonna sleep with me even if we die
You're gonna sleep with me, better get used to it
There's no use in fighting because it's do it or die
**** or die
**** or die
**** or die
**** or die
You're going down on me even if it kills you
You're going down on me even if you die
You're goin
My god ..
I babysat for my cousins today... One is 7 years old .. one is 4 years old.
They were EVILS!!!!!!!
I've never seen kids like this before ..
GOSH!
The 4 year-old girl tried to rape me!!!! She kept forcing me lying on the bed and touched my booty!!! I said "Hey! " Then she said " What ? close your eyes"
Too bad that I'm not homosexual!!!!!
And then they tried to take off my clothes!!! !!! !!! I was like HELPPPP!!!!
I had to run downstair so they got scared of being upstair on
To My Friends Who Are............ PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
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> Never say "I love you" if you don't care.
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> Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
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> Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
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> Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
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> The cruellest thing a guy can do to a girl is
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> to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to
> catch her fall
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> and it works both ways...
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