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the cremaster series

wahoo! i went to see Cremaster 1-2 lastnight and will see the third one tonight and 4-5 on sathurday night. they are good, visually beautiful, graphic, and interesting. i guess Matthew Barney is trying to tell as how to look/read/interpret his sculptures by revealing all the inspirations, concept, reflections, social issues, political statement, nations and influences that he has before sculpting his artworks. whether my guessing is right or wrong, i still feel that his movies offer the audi

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oh oh O

spacers! i sorta have giving myself a night off coz my brain hurts from diving in a bitter ocean of stupid texts. too many reading too little time and i am still holding the seat of being the worst student in class. seems like i like its temperature a lot, that's why i stick with it for so long. geezz i still have to take another course of this subject in the next semester...i can't wait for the next semester to end! what a pain! someone asked me about the greeting message for my journal pa

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please don't hug me!

spacers! i hadn't come online for a while. besides my studies that seems like an ocean of bitter medicine, i was also busy with tlc's relatives that came to town for grandpa's funeral. last sunday we went to church. not all of us tho, just his family and uncles and aunties. at the end of the service, we all hugged each other...oh no...i don't really wanna hug anyone coz i always made some crazy mistake while hugging. like the first time his dad hugged me, i put my nose on his neck :? and we

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my head is swelling

spacers! apologies for many people who are on my MSN list, i might not oftenly read or write or online but part of each day i have a thought for you all. i am swamped, as i was away for a while so i missed two classes and that make be fall wayyyyyyyyyyy behind. i have so much to catch up. not even talk about trying to read the missing articles for those absent classes but even to keep up with the current ones are a big struggle for me. i've become a complete idiot in class and i don't like it

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the legend of FuDd

spacers! been away for 2 weeks, my niece FuDd who has no cooking skills whatsoever was struggled to survive. she'd been eating around from places to places...visited many friends of hers and mine... i came back and found out that everyone has known her as 'egg and chicken' coz wherever she went for meals, she brought along either eggs or chicken to trade for food. not able to completely change her sleeping pattern, she usually took a nap at school, during her lunch hour... so, if you're hap

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belfast-heathrow-toronto-tlc

spacers.. belfast: early in the morning...it was crazy at the airport my luggages were way too heavy so i had to pay the fee upfront. next time im not going to fly with these cheap airlines that are more like taking a bus than taking a plane. BMI would allow me more weight, or maybe as heavy as what air canada allows me to have. and...as you might have known, i finally met with TFers. started from gilo_h, he looked so sad, i don't know why but he looked sad in my opinion. thank you for

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ireland part 3

hi spacers! i'm leaving ireland in the next couple days... this trip ends up with 800$ extra for just the fare from england to ireland...long stupid story that i'd rather skip. celticola has been adding up a lot of information about politic, history and the like on to my previous jrl...thank you so much for doing that, i really appreciate that so i wrote him a semi-love letter, and now i am going to reveal it as a public display of affection to all of you here ----- this is my second vis

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ireland part 2

spacers!!! am i gonna die soon? hmmm...we are all dying but am i gonna die soon???? :S this morning they found a bomb in Olympic airline at Stansted airport on a flight to New York. i was just at that airport a couple days ago! and here in londonderry, last two weeks ago, they shot a police station and burnt down cars that were parking in front of that station. lastweek, there was a bomb at a bar in town and two ppl died and many were injured. today we drove to Harvey's point hotel..a res

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hello from ireland

greeting spacers! i left brighton and arrived ireland lastnite...gosh it's been an exhausetd trip by far! brighton was nice, i love those shopping area by the bay so bad. unfortunately those couple days in brighton, the weather was terrible and i was ill most of the time... for the conference, i didnt attend any session except one on e-learning, which i had no intention to attend, i just that i got in by accident coz i was trying to find out which room that i'd have to give my presentation a

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auto msg from a non-existing housewife

space... one more sleep then i won't be online for a while, maybe a couple days, maybe a couple weeks...i still have no idea. tlc is about to depart dublin while i'm about to head to england, scotland and ireland. yesterday i was in my seminar class and my performance was an excel. i suggested the meaning of the term 'language-game' which made every student's eyes wide openned. then we moved on to marxism-capitalism-culturalism-structuralism-poststructuralism and feminism. hah!..i made th

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kitty-bananie and bella-magarita

hehehehe... i got a love letter today, inside teh envelop contained a postcard of a bunch of naked greek scuptures hehehhe and a lipstick... yeah they are from the sweet and sour sisters of TFs, kitty and bellabella... so i took two new pix after i applied the lipstick they sent to me for my b-day. altho it came late but it really made my day the two pix of me ina straw hat... thank you jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! XOXOX ok, im sick like a desert puppy..time for medicine and sleep... ci

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play time

spacers! we don't wear astronaut suit when we are in this space eventho we are all spacers. but that's not the reason not to wear good real life manner tho. that's it, nothing beyond the words i just typed and there's nothing hidden between the line, just a simple thought... today i played pool with my niece , wow...i'm quite natural for beginner ; ) first she wanan bet, but after a sharp strike hits of mine, she changed her mind. mannnn!!! anyway, i've been stressout lately so my tlc sugg

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nothing at all..

live update...spacers... i am dead tired...guess that's one of the aging sympthom. i went to see King Arthur the other day...nothing special, really...just another classical hollywood film in melodrama genre. what striked me was that when i watched The Excalibur as a disney cartoon when i was young...hmmm... it's fascinating how the media can actually moves the recievers, us! as the audience! it's easily be illustrated, really...same story but presented in different way, different perspectiv

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update

now we are drinking, my niece just bottom up half a glass of red wine and another half of pure vodka now we are wearing sunglasses and play techno music and soon with be dancing like gay guys CHEERS! parties r lining up tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and the day after then some day after sept 10th the big one is sept 16th and 17th tlc returns home that day ; )

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my extensions

Yo! my lomo camera is the extension of my eyes. this keyboard is the extension of my fingers. possibly it'll soon become the extension of our brains? it's easier for me to write an essay by typing it here than to actually write it on a paper. the mouse is the extension of my hand. telephone, for many people is the extention of their ears, not for me tho.. but...cigarettes...could be the extension of my lungs? and heineken...the extension of paul collins' throat? last couple weeks i went t

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wahahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

dear my dear space.... i am drunk, we are drunk..just got back from a bar wahooooooooooo!!! my niece and i had wonderful talk... we talked about our experience using drugs...oops..u didnt read this line, did ya? so i think i'm going to use drugs again sometime after i return from UK... i'm usually not a drugs user..and iim happy being creative without usingd rugs and that's one reason for me not becoming a heavily drugs user...coz i dun wanan rely on it at all. i'm happy that i can create

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dealing with cellphone in europe???

hi space... if i got a cellphone in dublin then travel to france, italy, switzerland, germany, scotland, england and a couple more... i got it from vodafone...and i top up teh credit everyday, 25 euro/ day and i could receive phone call from north america or phoned to north america less than 30 mins...then my credit ran out..they collect the credit both ways...i mean, they count both airtime and service charge. iis there any way that's cheaper than this? : (

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i love you to my gut!

and i was drunk lastnite after i posted my previous lovely jrl. and i tried to lay down but turned out i went to the washroom and puked... mann..that felt good... i decided to watch 'lost in transllation' for the second time. had some fruits (just to know that my niece doesnt know how to cut up apple pear!) OMB!!! at 4 i started driniking a little more...and couldnt sleep so Craig suggested me to MB...errr...well think' bout it! (oh yeah! and someone kept insisting me to drink more and mor

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i want to stab my own heart with anger.

space... last two month, i sent my passport, money and all document to NY... they said that i ahve to repaid coz it paid it wrong, so i did immediately. when they recieve my money order...they didnt do anything but sitting on it...one month had gone by while everyone here was rushing, trying darn hard to get me to scotland....nothing happened. so the embassy said that they've sent my passport back coz they couldnt find it anywhere... so i told them to send my money order back as well.. i g

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absolutely fabulous

Yo! there used to be a kind of cat treat that helps preventing hairball problem. yeah...cats take a bath several times a day by licking themselves. and my cat is a furry one, and he shread lots of hair...and every once in a while he throws up his hairball..yuck! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... waeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... so i fed him those cat treats and dry food IAM hairball formula. it'd been good until one day they stop making those treats :'( poor atomica has to clean the

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CUPs

browsing thru the card section at Chapters today... here is what appeared in one card i read...it's about women and their CUPS A: Almost boobs B: Barely seen C: Can't complain D: Delicious DD: Definitely Delicious E: Enormous F: faked

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City of the Snow Lion

hi space... we went to see the movie TIBET: City of the Snow Lion today. it's great, interesting, sad, sorrow, hurtful, and it make us angry. it's a documentary about the oppressive relstionship that China has been given to Tibet. it's incredably burtal. forgive me if what i am going to say is accidentally pissed you off but i hate chairman Mao. i''ve never liked him and his policy. the only thing i like about him is when he's a graphic prints on my t-shirt. it's one of my all time coolest t-

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i have been good, haven't i?

spacers... today, i got msgs from a newbie. he said he liked my cat and he wanted to kiss my tatto (tatu was the term he used). at that same moment i was chatting with Craig, so i copied that msg to craig and we both agreed to send that newbie the same msg... i coulndt remember what we sent exactly but it's a short msg saying sth like 'may be you wanna kiss my ass and stop saying sth nasty to a gal you just met' later i got his replied ...the title was '**** off *****' errrr....BOY! firs

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du MAURIER Edition, king size pls.

space... stop right there for someone who is grinning about to say sth about the 'king size' title. that's how i say when i buy a pack of smoke. yeah...i am smoking happily...and drinking and listenning to paul oakenfold. the song im listening is 70 mins long...it's LOVELY!!! it's fluid, adorable...it makes me feel like staying up all night and be with myself. since my niece arrived, i didn't spend time alone very much, which in fact it is a very important portion of my life...i need to be

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