well i think im starting/started to get over my ex..but every time i go to sleep, all i do is dream about her, and theres nothing i can do i about it..my dreams are so clear and they feel so real, but once i wake up, i find there not true..and i wake up all depressed. they are all re-occuring dreams, some related to sex, but most of them arent...its like something in me Sub-conciously wont let go...
How far would you go to please your lover?? Would you do something you didn't necessarily like because you knew they loved it?? Would you do something mildly uncomfortable if you knew it was going to blow their mind??
So, you think your heart has been broken...
That your life is just a token...
Watch your step, be strong, be Oaken...
This is sounding very Tolkien.
Allright, alls well, it'll be Okay...
This is the path; this is the way.
Chin up, chest out, think Doris Day...
You have right now; you have today.
Your not alone, your not just one...
Get thee out; have some fun!
When demons chase; run run run
When clouds are dark; seek the sun...
Always made me wonder why some ladies always migrate back to yet another abuser after they've gotten away from the first one. Once ain't enough?
Can't see the forest through the trees.
Comments?
Anyone?
Should I open the gates of my heart and let you enter
Would you gasp in horror at the scars it bears
Would you laugh like the devil striking another blow
Would you silently wait as cupid draws his bow
Are you the one my soul has been searching for
Are you the one who can ease all my pain and fears
Can I even see the beauty standing just outside the gate
Are you strong enough and willing to patiently wait
Am I ready to allow you behind the wall I?ve built
Am I ready to put my last piece
I?m not saying you shouldn?t look your best. A guy should always do his best, in sports, at his job, with his place, his car, his body. Do your push-ups, man. Hit the gym. Get a decent haircut. Don?t let yourself go to pot. But, hell, once you?ve showered and shaved and put on a clean shirt, get over it. You are who you are. A girl wants you to be nice to her. Show her a good time. Listen to what she has to say. Buy her a nice dinner. You do all of the above well, and, trust me, you?ll start loo
She drove by to see me as I waiting for her to arrive
I remember not the whole night, but moments that read like vingettes
And in no time was taked by all of her
Not like any other girl I have ever met, but like something on a whole new level
I got more from her silence than I ever got from the noise of communication
We had connected weeks earlier on the phone and our meeting was just a formality
I am never alone when she is in my heart
Her smile keeps me going and her touch is all I crav
Can two people who love each other, realy ever be just friends? Or do they just go on apart from each other in hidden agony, trying to hide the pain and hate. By being nice and understanding. Love is not only friendship, it comes from inside. Someplace so deep within only GOD knows it's true origins. It burns us from within. And the only cure is to be with the one that loves fire burns for. Being apart from them is immenent desruction of ones self. True love DOES NOT GO AWAY, it may wain from ti
What is Left
There goes the blade again
to cut my flesh and show my sin,
to open my heart and spill me out
and watch it spread across the ground.
Here comes an old friend
to piece me together again,
to replace what was lost in me
and release the void within this hollow shell.
Feel it filling...
feel me spilling over,
like a waterfall of sorrow
blasphemy to any happy thought once entertained.
This is what is left
this is the end result
this is all I truely am...
alone.
01-06-2004
Here Alone
I'm not the man I used to be, I'm just an empty shell...
Trusting one too many souls has bought my place in Hell.
The scars I've tried so hard to hide are visible within...
The are no choices left to make-I feel like giving in.
My hand was out for all of those who needed help to stand...
Yet now it's me who needs that help, but no one sees my hand.
All these wasted years in life, with nothing left to show...
I've seen the fake sincereties when "love" would come, and go.
I've
Hope at Last...
I love the way you smile at me, and look me in the eyes...
Your honesty is welcome in a world that's filled with lies.
You're everything a soul could want, and yet, there's so much more...
You're all the things I've dreamed about and spent life searching for.
You bring a smile across my heart, and leave me feeling high...
I'd be a fool to look for more, and let you pass me by.
I need the things you speak about, you bring me hope for life...
I've never had those things bef
How can you leave me without a word
how can you throw my heart away
i gave you all my trust
i gave you everything i could give
but you left me here without a single word
i loved you like i never loved before
never felt that feeling so deep
i wish i knew the words to say
the words to make you mine
to have you near
im still thinking of you
dreaming this dreams about you
longing for your touch
here goes..
-Girl cheats on boy
-Girl tells boy immediately and professes true love she did not realize she felt prior
-Boy says everything is ok, when really it's not
-Boy finally blows up and gets point across that this was a sh*tty thing to do
-Girl/Boy cry
-Girl admits true love and exclaims how sorry she is again
-Girl/Boy grow together and find love and happiness in groovy relationship
-Girl/Boy remain together for 2 more years
-Girl cheats again
-Boy dumps deadbeat lowlife chea
