here is me ,back in new zealand ,i have everything i want ,all the posetions i want ,even my own bussiness. but yet i feal unhappy in the fact that a peice of me is missing in my life that i did once have ,i was much happier then and this is now. but yet stuck between a rock and a hard place! ,,life is good when its good ,..but it sure can have the adverse effect sometimes. ..all of you who might have the opportunity to read this ,never take anything for granted and cherish those who are in your
well , got a serious choice on my hands ...about choosing between going to america to watch the world DJ scratch ITF comp or coming to thailand again lol ..im such a sucker for this sauy mak country and when i left i said ..wont be comming back here for a while!!! ..low and behold , ..i wanna return to see my friends lol ...arrrggg the bad choices we all have to make!
hmm where do i start ,,, when u have a person you have developed a relationship with weather it be physical ,emotional or just friendship ..then they do acheive something amazing that they should be very proud of and ur proud of them to, ..but on the flip side of the coin theve also done something that make u discussted in them that makes u think that you never knew that person like you thought you did. ..life is wierd and complex thats for sure!
well sad to say its an end of an era for me, arrived back in my country just 2 days ago and it feals so weird after spending time in the land of smiles, i have made some very good friends in thailand and on the other side of the scale ive lost some very good ones aswell ..some closer to my heart than others, but i guess time tells many things about people and i guess it was time for me to return to my birth land ..good old New zealand,.... much love goes out to the people that i knew in the sout
