woooooooooooooooooo!!!

i've been sucky.

soon enough i'll hate myself for being such a boring person.

i feel so dumb, dull, slow, lazy, stupid, not creative, not productive...that's right! I Am a Boring Person!!!!!

see what love and relationship do to common people. it makes us become boring and narrow! it makes you stick with a concentrict focus. it makes you become somewhat dependent and sucky.

i re-read my previous journals that i launched lately.. Y U C K !!!

i cant believe i wrote those!!! i can't believe ppl were actually kind enough to read them through!!!

HOPE TO RETURN SOON

(no no no, i dont mean that i'm going to be single...NO!)

atomica

lol yes you are a boring oldies granny....

p' jane kaa

love is always fill some part for out life but sometime it's give us the bad side also ...cuz love always took always the other part of our happiness ;-)

(no no no, i dont mean that i'm going to be single...NO!)

<<<<<<< for me i'm not sure yet i wanna be like this or not maybe i wannabe single and have a good friend again

oh ohhhh!!

Hey hey, what's going on here, come back to us Sis, we miss you. In Love out of love, you're still a wonderful lady, so stop being down on yourself.

I have to wonder though, is this symtom what you sis keeps trying to explain to me that she's afraid of, hehehehe

Hey AF,

Don't be too hard on yourself. As much as you don't like yourself. I am sure there are a lot of other people who even like you less..

:-)

thanks for the offer, Slurms...but No, thanks.

errrr..nobody is going to break up with anyone here, and there's no confusion...im so clear about the things. just couldnt stand my boring self, that's all.

thank you guys...

hey beastie! dun get nasty or i'll tell your mama!

: )

ps. kitty is older than me la : D

You are my fav. anyway.. no matter how you are.. yucky, oldie, bitchy, dump or alot.. more....

You are my fav...!! :'D

Sorry you feel down. No matter what, just know that from your journals, we have a good idea who you are, and we love you for who you are. There is only one AT. take care Marco

Just following up and hope that you are hating yourself less by now. You should just let other have that job.

:-)

Hi AF: I have also noticed a big change in your journal entries over the past months. I was wondering what the change was. Some of your older entries were truly quite interesting and thought provoking. I for one hope to see the old you back in the journal again soon, lol.

hmmm...gimme some materials or ask me some questions or inspire me then..

please...

lol...see you guys have been playing an unfair game with me.

: )

Jane, I don't think that us guys have been unfair to you, it is probably we have unfair expectations after seeing your earlier work. BTW your journal is 1 of only 2 that I take the time to read. Anyway, don't worry, smile and be happy.

thank you my beloved spacers : )

we'll see!

but no, i am not going to try harder, i'll just gonna go with the flaw as creativity, ideas, thought, inspiration, originality, power, energy are up and down.

i'll just gonna keep it flow naturally.

atomica : )

Don't worry n'^^ **** HAPPENS...that's it!!^^ PiZZ n LuV^^ m&m

: )

AF, your life could be worse. It could be like mine. I am older than Kitty and I enjoy seeking small accomplishments in a nasty way. HU? (see sex fairy study)

Take it easy. You are the most creative person on the site. Just a shame you are in the frozen tundra. When you coming to Bkk?