im not sure what mood is suitable to the content, coz i have a mixed feeling here.
yesterday around 4.00 pm: i bursted into tear while editing a paper with one of my prof. we just couldnt take it anymore. he was shocked and i was shocked myself that i coulodnt control myself and just cried like that. the prof took everything as it was all his fault, so i only kept saying that it wasnt only you. yes, we have been very frustrated.
yesterday around 5 to 8.00 pm: i was mad and being very bad to my tlc.
yesterday around 8.30 pm: my niece arrived canada and she'll stay with me for a year or so. that's cool!
late at night, i couldnt fall asleep coz my niece snored! so i relocated myself to sleep on the couch instead.
woke up sooooper early today, and found that i have to create a pdf file and submit it to scotland as soon as possible...wcrap! my acrobat writer wasnt working properly so i battled with it from 4.30 till 8.00 am...late enough to phone someone for help...yeah finally i got it done.
my passport has gone missing in buffalo NY as i have sent it to apply for canadian entries visa. since i've planned to visit UK. seems like we have too much trouble with it. i have given it up since last 2 weeks...but my profs...they don't. they still keep battling hard to get my passport back so i can send it out to apply for UK visa...and the plane tickets have been sitting on my desk for a month already...but i don't have visa to get in..so i cant go!
i'm tired...when will they give up?
i dont wanna go anymore...and they cannot go by themselves coz i know the project best, and one of them has to go to LA to present another paper for me since it happens the same time.
sadly...the conf. in UK that we are struggling to get the visa has accepted less than 20 papers and i got in! from many many papers that ppl submitted...i got in...but i cannot go!
they r having the festival fringe at the same time with the conf. and i cannot go...
and i am tired...tired of having ppl telling me what to do in order to get my passport back...at least 4 important ppl have been working on this (well...not that hard but they pay quite a bit of their attention on it). i deeply appreciate their afford but really...it pressure me and makes me heavily stressed.