Well, Well,Well......it has been almost 5 months that my aunt is in hospital,she got her heart valve operation (CVT ) my life has been like hospital is a second home because i have been to hospital everyday. i have been so down and sometimes i just can't cope all the problems but i pretended that im ok and think that things are the same when they are not the same at all---i have to lie myself that it's not true and even cried many many times.  Last month ago,the doctor told me,my mum and my relatives that my aunt got infected at her heart valve and need to get an operation again but when the doctor decided that her health was so bad and if she has an operation again it was high risk or dead so all we have to do just wait for the time which the doctor can not say how long we have to wait (everybody gave up on it and hopeless when they doctor said so )  It made me so down and i felt like God, if i dont have her how can i be alone, how can i stand alone when things happend so fast,etc.....( all those questions run into my head )  i felt like she is too young to die ( she is 48 years old ) and i blamed on God and everything because i was sad. I dont think my aunt will die so soon when i go to hospital everyday to see her,take care of her,talk to her and everything, i dont see anything will be down about her health. i dont really think how she will die so soon and i do still believe in " MERACLE " it must have a way for her ( not die ) and i have been believe about this and this is make me have hope.And last Sunday, my aunt can breath without tube and she get better and better which i dont realise it and today when i went to see her and waited to visit her at visiting time and i was so sleepy (half sleep half awake ) so when i entered to ICU room and my aunt disappered and i shocked and i talked to my myself that " where's my aunt? where's she?? or something wrong happen to her ?? " then there was a nurse told me with her happy smile that--your aunt moved to fifth floors!!! so i run to fifth floors and when i saw her i can't even hold my tear and i feel like im dreaming, she has been fighting with it in ICU for 4 months and yes i do still believe in MERACLE and i make a wish everday that it will happen to my aunt once again--i have been believe in it and i really do and now my wish is come true and i hope she will be all right, back home and can walk soon.  Now, i know that God is not so mean to this little girl and thank you that i can face with each day and yes i have much more power to face it again now. Thanks GOD  

Good news for you and the family :-)

i hope she is ok!

A lovely journal written with so much feeling.

it started so sad i was sure it was going to have a sad ending

when you tell of your excitement when she got a little better, i could feel your happiness

Thank you for sharing a little of your life with us, good things can happen:)

i hope your aunt makes a full recovery soon

Good news and good luck to her for further recovery

So, as the patients get healthier they move higher and higher up the building? How many floors has she got left?

She'll be running down those stairs before you know it.

changNoi_99 ------->>> yes im so much happy today and i hope so

birdwing ------->>> its not really but OR room and ICU room were on third floors and my aunt was in operation room was about 10 hours in roll so recover rooms are on 5 and 9 floors