1) We chat and know each other 2) I trusted  and love him  and accepted to be his GF3) We plan to meet and i tried to be everything for him .4) we met and i love him  more and more...also gave a promise to not cheat  and have others and honest  to  only him. And we gave each other promise ( swearing)5) I found out he has someone else such SMS ,E-Mail and plan to meet each other.(also his family ,wife ,child)6) i was angry and sad....coz what we just promised  and the words we said  to God..was just a trash ..7) He asked for a chance and forgiveness...and coz of i love him as my life...i also gave him a chance..and  forget  all stuff  i have seen.8) We did plan to  engagement and  marriage.. and i thought my life started to be  better. 9)  No , i was wrong...i got something  more obivious about lie that he always give me...Where is the love he always  say to me ? i found that  while i have a relationship with him .. i was just a kinda girl  for his eyes and other friends.10) I am enough for hurting  and asked  him to say goodbye...how i feel  that time ? Weak,Sad,Cry, feel like my  heart was destroyed time and time..11) Now i cant see anything good  from  "LOVE" only  lie and fake to each other day to day..where is honestly ? where is sincerely ?  and what is the proove  about the word " love " from him ?  What about eveything in the  past together ? And now i feel like i lost somethin  in my life..that thing  also make me happy and hurt me in the same time...i just should to end of the love story...and better  love mysefl....but i not  even know about my next day ...and what gonna be happend to me.. 

Thanks for all comments...

sounds all too familiar

b4 i have Story like you ... i know that so sad .... but life must go on . i hope you feel better soon na kha

sutida

Right now in your life you feel very bad..everything you think about makes you feel sad...you think love is impossable...

This is all normal after something like this happens. It is very sad but dont feel alone it happens to everyone in the world at some time in there life, men and women. It has happened to me many times, it has happened to most of the girls on this website.

Your heart is broken right now..but in time it will feel better, and some day you will find a guy who is honest and he will love you more than you could ever hope for, he will fill you with happyness and all that has happened now will feel far away.

The most inportant thing is to not be angry about what happen dont hold any bad feeling in your heart. dont have any resentment and when the time is right and you feel stronger, open your heart.

Beleive me right now out there in the world is a very special guy

and he is looking for you

cherry was right ka, but what you should do is 'forget that bad guy'.....I think there is the right guy waiting for you...please go on ka. Good luck na ka.

Go look at this journal link its kinda funny but its kinda true alsoand good luck in the future

http://www.thailandfriends.com/index.php?name=Journal&view=journal&jid=39248&juid=40494

same mine.....

Mistakes are inevitable for almost everyone before we find the right one. Life will be better again and you will love again.

Places behind you

Just to remind you

'You gotta walk and don't look back - Peter Tosh'

All of us (well nearly all of us) have our hearts broken from time to time. The best thing u can do is not write about it here. Most people here are well meaning....some are not. Talk to ur friends, stay with ur friends, give it all a bit of time, accept it was not meant to be, don't see it as being about u, and get ready to move on. Frankly if the guy is married he lied 100% to u.........so he is not the guy for u!

if you cant find some love from him, you can find it from someone else... someone who appreciates you thousand times better than 'this one'

Many people have written here to give you support here in your time of sadness.

You know why, because you are a beautiful, intelligent wonderful person who people care about.

At this time you have sadness in your heart and the words that we say here will not make that disappear straight away, but time and love from your friends will heal the sadness in your heart.

When the cause of your pain is long gone and forgotten your friends will still be here.

Dont involve with married man, Especially if he does not have divorced licence to show you

Realised about it now, better you feel it after you got baby

And next relationship , you need to do homework more

Get to know new guy deeper and be smarter

Love make you* blind

and most of every human being

used to be that you*

THANX FOR CHEERFUL THAT EVERYONE GIVE ME....

I REALLY APPRICIATED...I M SO WEAK BY NOW..BUT SOMEDAY I LL BE STRONGER...AND FEEL BETTER,,

THANX EVERYBODY..

LOVEISLIE28****

lots better waiting for you around the next corner.

don't cry over spilled milk.

he isn't worth your tears!

hey were not all heartless bastards dont accept second best from anyone,now that youv been hurt u will probably be even more vulnerable but thetrs plenty of descent guys out there who would bend over backwords for a girl like u keep that in mind;)