1st Year of Motherhood
It has been just over 2 months. I honestly still find this feeling a little bit strange. Looking at a little girl in my arms and can't believe that I am really a mother.
You may say "what about those 9 months? You should know what is coming."
Well, I guess the answer is "you are never ready to become a parent"
I used to think "I love kid, I am mature enough, a baby? Piece of cake!
It turned out that it never has been for me. Even though my little girl is quite contented, looking after a baby requires lots and lots of energy.
Mentally I also have to deal with the feeling of responsibility that will never end and the expectation on myself to raise her to be a good person and to provide her a good life. I realize now that it is not gonna be easy.
So this year, for the first time, I can actually feel probaby a fraction of what my mom has been through. How could she cope with 3 children? I feel so stupid to not show my mom (and dad too) how much I love and appreciate what she has done for me before.
As for my little celebration. A Mother Day meal @ Orangery
Happy mommy
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