I killed a SNAIL stepping on it bare foot. ~ It felt really saddening and well? Yucky! The problem though, is that ? I don?t know if the whole scene was real (under my vague soberness) - or just a dream pure dream!!!

I had the most bizarre dream last night. I saw spirits (in term of ghosts)? Then a friend of mine DIED!!! ~ and I was crying the **** out of it!! Then in the dream ? I died too (soon after)! ? But then the dream skipped to something else (can?t remember) ? Then the spirit of my (dead) friend came visiting me? I was asking her if she saw heaven and hell and if she saw GOD!!!!!!

Worse than that ? Is that.... I saw GOD!!! He was meant to erase the memory of the vision of him I saw. ? Well - I was concentrating HARRRD not to forget ? IT worked - (seems like)!!! (or else I wont be writing a journal ?right???)

Anyways ? I didn?t join the BNO tonite? but got a few lazy TF members at my place ? And here?s the happening at the moment??

Oiy appears like she had some shrooms or something- not that I know what it?s like ? but she keeps going heee heee heeee heee?. Etc??

Then Chris said, ?I worked with some complete idiot today.?

And Oiy goes, HUH? Police?w..ha..t..???

Darn? my little ?Serial Stalker? is definitely drunk ? (since 2++ hours ago)? And saying a lot of ?****!!? at the moment.

Ok ? now I admit ? I?m a BAD BAD BAD influence! If you wanna keep your girl decent ? make sure they don?t come to my supervision!!!!!!!!

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*UPDATE*

- I let *someone* leave the territory after that person claimed he had to go the the Church tomorrow.So I let him off thinking -lol ... ok... Can't stop a person from going to Chruch on sunday. After he left - Lil Oiy goes, But Tomorrow isn't SUnday, PAm." ~ Doom. . . there're we go.....You sneaky snake!

damn i thought i was the only one who had f**ked up dreams! stop corrupting oiy hehe

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pam u suck

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yeash - i suck - so WOT???wha ha ha!

hehe yeah i know i didnt need to remind ya u suck so much it actually reverts to a positive character trait

oh who took my fire away.. wtf .. i want my fire back... :'(

oh f*** (censored) My whole body is ache and I cant sleep after i tried for more than 2 hours.. sorry to my lovely Chris if i said too much fcuk last nite wahaha.. forgive me.. u know rite im usually sweet.. donno why i kept saying tht.. maybe got so much stress after interview.. haha

oh pam.. i sorry again seems we didnt get time to talk much last night.. no gossiping unless gossip about 'babyoiy' eeek haha ..

oiy don worry - you babbled quite a lot --- only if u'd remember.....

u remember seeing Alisa??? and typiing email for her??? phhhf~!

Panyan, seems like u really studied a lot about dreams !! (well, according to my other journal about dreams ((blind ppl)) - You should be a Dream Wizard!

looks like it was more like lil miss winny na.... hmmm i remember as Oiy sits and laugh in front of the toilet - and me trying to feed her more alc...... lil miss winny went *silent* in another toilet... ti hi hi... Darn... It's nice to be the most sober for a change!

Shame shame Uniqy - should have brought PC along with ya so he could demonstrate us all on another go of my suicide cocktail! (not that i had the booze anyway, hehe)

yeah - we had a very Wicthy function later thou... sending emails threatening some websites we're gonna sue them! Pam: think of the cruel phrases... Alisa: Format the words into a more proper term... Winny: Translate from english to thai and to thai again....while the drunk OIY: type....

it was a very tiring brain work.

the King of Car Clamps was attacked by christmas. obviously she doesn't like him. neither does he. nobody likes him. maybe just barry...

oopz haha sorry i always repost and this is my first time that i forgot to delete old one.. and when i was going to post this in the morning my connection was dc so i just went to sleep.. hahaha

i bah ni....... Seeing Alisa when? hehehe i left ur place with her... come on im not that drunk.. but just whole body still ache.. too much vodka in my blood huh?

hehe good job well done for my typing??? yeah its gonna be my job at Citibank though... thx for using my service ma'am...

....and why did you leave winny in the taxi and run off to 7-11.... miss oiy ~ Now explain!

I was going to see my Meni..(if he was there hehe.. but he is in US still :'( )

seriously i got no small note so i went to 7-11 and get my Movie Time megazine and water >> Minere as usual... ok? )) i mostly walk to get taxi in fron of central chidlom too..

aww i repost again sorry .. hehe

cya on sunday ja ti rak .. i actually didnt read anyone 's msg lately........

im a lazy ***** sorrry xoxox

kool!