Turns out she is not with child but she has won my heart so I have a Girlfriend now.  I do appreciate the support from all who responded to my Dad journal and apologies for my misleading you.  Its been a bit of a romantic whirlwind and I find myself loosing myself a bit.  BUt it is life and we have already talked about kids in the future. A better way to have a child but a child is a blessing as we all were children.  BUt then remembering me as a child I'm not sure about that statement. 

oh sure, now that the heat is off you make your statement of relief haha. guess you will be more careful next time, well maybe not haha. now go get drunk

Hey Eagle - don't worry - this happens some times, and I bet, like me, when you thought you were going to be a father, you were scared/concerned/excited, but now that it turns out not to be the case, do you feel as I did? Relieved, but also strangely saddened?

Grezzzy thought she was pregnant a couple of months ago and we both felt somewhat worried at first (natuarally because of the potential change in your life and the expenses etc), but we were also very happy that we might be having a little one of our own.

When we found out that it was just a late period, we both had mixed feelings, but overall a bit sad. Never mind - we will be starting a family together once we get things organised a bit more, and I am sure you will too...just think that you have been given the opportunity to realise how you feel about a baby, but then given the chance to get set up properly before the event.

Greer & Grezzzy

I was at once relieved and just a bit sad but we can have children in the future so not to worry. O mean if we make it to that . She is so cool about things that she sets me at ease having her in my life.

All my best wishes, man.

Hope to see you in NYC in september.

that would be great Oneil !

daaaaamn son, you've been busy. i missed this whole episode.

Jerry: Happy for you.........

Keep up the good work

It will happen in good time lol

thanks afook06 and Gav. Yea Zeus busy wondrin whats goin on sometimes. I am trying to be productive and get these songs together while my day job is slow, a bit goofy from love bug can be good or bad for that , hehe

Yea blue eyes a big heart and honest along with cute, a deadly combo , lol

good work sir....and now u both know how you would feel about haviong a kid....did you lose much sleep? hair? years? etc???

sleep naw, hairs gone, just realized we're in love, etc , lol

never too late to have a kid mate but congratulations anyway

Congratulations, Jerry, with your love. I stopped looking for a new one, but I said it already a lot of times, lol.

I wasn't lookin but .........