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Having a Job versus having a Business

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I have reached a crossroad in both my professional and personal life.The challenges emanating from my business can be quite overwhelming. At times like these, I have had to step back and wondered whether I am up to it – that is, solve problems for my clients - after all that is what I am being paid to do.Initially, I was driven to start my own business because I was frustrated as an employee – essentially being denied my partnership, which I believed I had earned; by being the best, exceeding billable hours (as per my quota) and providing loyal service. I was angry, so I walked out vowing that I would set up my own firm.Well, I did and it has been reasonably successful in the four years since. However, the motivation and drive that propelled me to start my own business is now only a flicker in my distant memory.I no longer look forward to the challenges – in fact, I sense fear and doubts in my actions – often checking and re-checking mine and others’ work before submitting the advice and recommending a course of action.Not only that but my priorities in life are changing. Whereas before I sought significance, power and money, now, I seek health, happiness and fulfilment in life. I am not sure whether I need a new challenge to take my business to the next level or just step away and find a new direction in life.Funny how our views of life change when we have reached our goals and find there is nothing there but a whole lot of responsibilities and associated stress.Any way, just wondering whether others are going through similar challengesEnd of rant for the day.I welcome any thoughts on this matter.
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I have reached a crossroad in both my professional and personal life.The challenges emanating from my business can be quite overwhelming. At times like these, I have had to step back and wondered whether I am up to it – that is, solve problems for my clients - after all that is what I am being paid to do.Initially, I was driven to start my own business because I was frustrated as an employee – essentially being denied my partnership, which I believed I had earned; by being the best, exceeding billable hours (as per my quota) and providing loyal service. I was angry, so I walked out vowing that I would set up my own firm.Well, I did and it has been reasonably successful in the four years since. However, the motivation and drive that propelled me to start my own business is now only a flicker in my distant memory.I no longer look forward to the challenges – in fact, I sense fear and doubts in my actions – often checking and re-checking mine and others’ work before submitting the advice and recommending a course of action.Not only that but my priorities in life are changing. Whereas before I sought significance, power and money, now, I seek health, happiness and fulfilment in life. I am not sure whether I need a new challenge to take my business to the next level or just step away and find a new direction in life.Funny how our views of life change when we have reached our goals and find there is nothing there but a whole lot of responsibilities and associated stress.Any way, just wondering whether others are going through similar challengesEnd of rant for the day.I welcome any thoughts on this matter.
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johnno

i heard someone talking the other day about what keeps them motivated in their work and they said PASSION. if you haven't got passion for what you are doing, there really isn't much point doing what you are doing.

cheers

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afook06

Your life and own true happiness is much more important..........work/business is just something to do along the way, and when you start to get burnt out.........you'll realize what has been missing............

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babyoiy

Well, I think now you are just like one who reach the top of Everest and there you can't go any further, you have 2 choices, stay there for awhile or looking for something else to do. Im sure you still love challenging but in a different thing

For me, Im one who still trying to reach Everest and Im not yet giving up so I still keep walking, I maybe reach there one day or maybe I will just come back down if I realised that I will never reach my goal or I find something more interesting to go for... You have some motivation to drive you to started your own business, maybe it wasn't what you really want to do by yourself but now you make it already... and this time you may looking to do thing you really want to but you are not so sure to start it.. maybe you need someone to give you some motivation and u probably got some but not clear enough.

Very simple, we were born and growing up and study to get a good job, earn money, own some properties/assets and then have a family.... I think this is a very normal for everyone... but some have different goal in their life.. I think its based on your experiences. And from what I see, you are not the kind of ppl who live life like "happy go lucky" but you will plan and do everything to reach your goal. That's why you are thinking.... and thinking is actually the first step of planning, those who doesnt think cant plan anything..

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Kerry2004

I think I know what you mean. We are all searching for that satisfaction in career and a balance between work and life. At one point in your professional life, you may find yourself in need of motivation and something challenging. But once you've gone that road for a while, you may feel exhausted and seek more time to enjoy life. I guess career decisions are based on what makes sense at that point. As your preferences and goals change over time, you can take a new career path. Looking back 4 years, I don't think it's a waste of effort. You probably have gained tremendous experience in your field and have proven yourself that you can achieve goals you set for yourself.

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Sinenat

i know how u feel and i understand and i listen about this story more than 10 time :D u keep pushing yourself up & up to higher levels of achievements. i appreciate it very much darling

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