Yesterday, I was thinking too much over my job interview and especially regarding to my nightmare. GOD!!! How could I have such a dream!!!! Hehe…(so shamed!). I am so embarrassed of what I said and how I felt. Anyway, thanks to all opinions, and also to my husband who encourage me. He is always positive and supportive…... When I told him over my dreaming. He said “it was me who grab your hand to give me a hj…â€. 5555…

And he told me to call him back today with a good news and I just did. And now it is his turn to book air tickets. hehe I’m feeling abit guilty because the interviewer supposed to meet me today at 2 pm but he is sick (probably my bad energy make him sick..hehe) when I was there, his assistant already printed out a contract.

Since my husband wanted me to work because he wants me to be occupied so that I don’t have to think too much, and I’ve been looked for a job out of Bangkok at the first start and my first job interview was last March 15, at Rayong, but it didn’t attract me because the place where I was going to have job interview was 4 km from main road and it is no taxi, motorbike taxi or anything so I have to walk. Along the roadsides are jungle and every 2-300 meters there seem to be a house or a factory sporadically. And every 300 meters I walked, there were dogs running after me showing how white & sharp their teeth are, threaten to tear me in pieces but I was too tired to pay attention to them.

After job interview they see me off to the main road by company’s car. And while I was waiting for the bus back to BKK I feel like I want to pee so I walk to a grocery near by, buy a box of milk and ask if I can use their toilet but the shop owner told me there is no toilet, actually they don’t want me to use theirs. Then I'm walking back to bus station and at the same time I look at Cassava farm alongside of a road, thinking to go to pee there, the cassava plants are about my waist height but its owner standing in the mid of the farm together with his dogs so I decided to stay where I am.

It was almost 2 pm I have to hold my pee since 7 am that day and I can’t hold it any longer because it hurt, so I walked to a restaurant look like but nobody. Luckily, I heard a sound of a lady said “our restaurant do not open until 5 pm†I don’t want to order food but I need toilet so I ask her if I can use her toilet. She then told me to go to the back yard about 15 meters away. And I be told that the toilet is really terrible rotten but I don’t care so I run to the toilet and when I opened its door I was drawn back because its smell was as if a month of dead animals but I’m dying so I tried to hold my breath while I’m peeing but seemed like it take me forever sitting there. Whoooo....What a huge relief!!!!

When I was on a bus back to BKK I felt terrible headache and that’s how I never wanted to work upcountry anymore. A second experience I went to job interview on April 18. It is not what I had in mind since the interviewer told me that the place was not far from bts but once I got there I've to walk for almost 2 km to find a place. It caused one of my shoes split into two pieces. Luckily, I bought them for 120 baht a couple days before job interview...hehe...

Anyway, I got a job now which is not far from where I live; it takes 5-10 minutes by bus. And further more the social security will not pay my unemployment compensation anymore, so I've already planned to get a job by May… so today it is one of my lucky day!!

congratulations!!!!!! well done!!

Well done Soda, am really chuffed for you. I know it's an exciting time but don't go giving out any HJ's, unless it's your husband.

Congrats again.

One more advantage of being able to pee standing up. Just whip it out and do your business on the side of the road. No problem.

I laugh at holding your pee! I know how it feels lol we females can't just squat anywhere and release it.

All it takes is practice.

I was told in South Africa.....if need be, women just squat behind parked cars

dee jai duay jaaa ))

5555 thanks to all ka.... sometime life can be tough for women..

I'm so glad that you 've got a job now congratulation !