Trusting is the strength, power and confidence. What if you are loosing trust all of sudden as if you wake up from a nightmare? And you keep asking yourself is it because you listen to your friends too much over their relationship in a verge of failure or just purely your instinct?. You keep asking yourself why, how and when the trust is lost? You certain that it used to be 100% but now is in reclined. You hear your friends betting over your relationship said that â€œI bet they will never make itâ€ but you ignored and thought it was nonsense but now you are wondering.........(what is going on?)
Youâ€™ve been asked the same question again and again by your friends and family and now you just canâ€™t find the right answer to the unanswered question that you also keep asking yourself. Are you lying to others or to yourself? What is behind agenda that youâ€™ve never known? Are you too blind? You are always a simple and direct even you are an introvert person but you have a feeling that there is something. Being kept in the dark is driving you crazy.
When you asked your friend what she thinks of age gap the answer is â€œsame ages is not good because it is too balance and he/she too comfort or relax. You suited to someone older and he is suited to someone younger 5- 10 years so that she can keep pushing him activated.â€
You are a grown up and you must not blame others if things doesnâ€™t turn out your favour. You built it, you have it, and you lost it. Itâ€™s just circle of life. And you are thinking what else youâ€™ve never learnt yet..... How to regain trusting back?
All of sudden the answer of unanswered question is pop up in your mind, it is â€œdistanceâ€. You started think of your dreams in each night is you have a lover, which someone that you never know or probably never exist, but when you wake up you keep telling yourself it is just a dream.
In a moment of confusion you are trying to go back to when you were a teen to bring that moment back and alive you listen to music in your old day, it is beautiful, it just like yesterday and i want to keep listen all day long.....I donâ€™t say that this moment is sweet, more like bittersweet!