Last Friday it was Robâ€™s party; I was excited and ran around exchanged hugging with TFs. An hour later my girl friend shown up with her painted finger nails in red and told me that she didnâ€™t know whereâ€™s the partyâ€™s location, so while she was walking on Sukhumvit soi 4 she saw Don (condotown) she then hand beckoned him but he shaken his head to give her a sign that â€œno, Iâ€™m not take any prostitute hereâ€. She disappointed and telling me that even if she worked there she would not chose him as her customer because scared. I over heard some girls said so but to me he is cute and unique handsome, his enormous round eyes situated lower than his eye socket level and together with his gaunt face, heâ€™d reminds you of the malnutrition children in Somalia camp. Anyway, several years ago I was misunderstood him because Iâ€™d heard some said he is a â€œvirginity takerâ€ but when I have an opportunity to meet him in an event I immediately asked and he was burst to laugh before say â€œyes, I am a virginity taker, any girl here want to lost virginity?â€ then I knew he was not..... So after that Iâ€™d looked at his profile which he wrote in Thai as â€œI am an undertakerâ€ that makes sense to me and more close to reality rather than a virginity taker.
I like the guy even I donâ€™t know him well but I think he is a direct talker, no illusion and doesnâ€™t mean he is impolite. For a grown up like me I like people who speak their mind rather who speak a flower language just to attempt to get in between my legsâ€¦heheâ€¦.I think the guy like him probably likes a girl like meâ€¦lolâ€¦.why? A girl who could make him feel like he is a king and he is everything to her. Comfort and support but the most important thing is whoâ€™s sincere and honestâ€¦â€¦. I think I saw some TF guys who have same desire as him, even they donâ€™t speak out their mind but if you have had eyes contact with them, you probably see. Câ€™mon girls, let go hunt! And good luck!
In last March my cousin come to live with me temporary in BKK to do her personal business and I must say we can be meant to each other sometimes, probably we are too close. And what she said to me is â€œI canâ€™t believe a girl like you would be married because you are so weird and abnormal, who would gona marry you, unless you used black magic or exorcist to get a man marry youâ€. I didnâ€™t say much at her first mention but after twice mention I say â€œwell, here I am, a married womanâ€â€¦lolâ€¦.. I must say that my relationship before married we had spent time so little and it is too risk for both of us to decide to marry but if he didnâ€™tâ€¦.I probably a strayâ€¦..
On last Friday evening while I was walking after Ms. V to attend the party, we were make a conversation along..
Ms.V. Iâ€™m so jealous that someone doesnâ€™t have to work because her husband sends her money.
Me: who? Me? No, no, my husband doesnâ€™t send me money. I spend my saving but if I donâ€™t haveâ€¦.I will ask for it.
Ms. V. sometime money is not important when you are really in love with someone.
Me. As I said if I donâ€™t have I will ask for it but I donâ€™t need to. To me money is important but not the most important.
I live my life simply and if itâ€™s not necessary I donâ€™t use my money, Iâ€™ve learned something else is more valuable than money. On weekday, I always open my door to let the wind blowing in my room and I donâ€™t turn on a neon light at night unless I go out and back late because it helps me save and it helps the world safe energy too. I prefer to walk up and down the ladders rather than use a lift at my apartment if Iâ€™m not carrying things. It is not only helping the world saving energy but I love exercise too and itâ€™s a by product. I donâ€™t buy cloths anymore; the last time I bought it was 3-4 months ago. I bought 4 t-shirt it cost THB 29 each. And now Iâ€™m gaining weight and some of my cloths are unfit anymore but some that used to be large to me is now fitted, and my cousin gave me 2 pants because they are too tight for her but its fit me well. Most of my spending is on food I donâ€™t mind its price because I love fresh food but sometimes I eat expired food because Iâ€™m too lazy to go out buying so I got food poison and diarrhea once in awhile. My neighboring is a camp of construction workers and they annoyed neighbor at night, they drunk and fighting and stab each other to dead. My friends said you can afford a better and nicer apartment than this but my answer is short and precise â€œyou know, I am a frugalâ€
Iâ€™ve been talking to two of my friends who have high confidence of how to make men fallâ€¦â€¦I must say that even if they are single, but this status is gone in no time. They happen to tell me that their â€œbest bj performing is in the packageâ€ and one of both told me that her ex always obsess about her commanding which keep him alive every time he thinking about it. You know, these women are really proud of their performing and I think they deserve it. Both of them told me the same thing that â€œdonâ€™t act like you are his immoveable propertyâ€ so in some occasion they go night out with friends, say, no need to let her partners know , just to keep him mystify so that he can be jealous and to keep your love life alive. Iâ€™m wondering if I should make my husband jealous to keep my love life alive.
You know sometimes I couldnâ€™t help wondering of my low life styleâ€¦. because most of my friends are pretty fashionable and social able personalities but me, I mean a girl like me that my cousin wondered about. Itâ€™s always amazingâ€¦and just for a recordâ€¦.I donâ€™t have black magic and I donâ€™t use exorcistâ€¦