Tonight I looked at my old pictures when I lived in Bangkok about 9 years ago and found some of mine best friends' pictures. It took me back to the place in time when we used to live together. It brought back so many good memories we had together. We used to lived in the same small apartment and spent most of the day together. We worked together at the same small company in the city and never had much money and liked to eat MaMa noodle soup almost everyday and hang out at night around street food area and eat spicy stuff and drink cheap Thai whisky - I love to think of those memories. My best friend told me one day that if she become a rich person or if she find some rich guy to marry her she would take care all of us. I had a big smile on my face and agreed with her that she should be the one to get marry first since she was prettier than every one else in our group.

After two years passed my best friend moved out with her boyfriend and we were happy and little bit jealous of her because her boyfriend was a good guy and kinda rich ...I thought?

We were still good friends and even though she didn't spend much time with us like before. She moved into a new condo and got a new car and she didn't have to work in the boring office anymore. She looked more prettier than before since her boyfriend started to take care of her. I was so jealous of my friend but the same time was happy to see her life change in a better way.

A year later I got a called from her; she was crying about finding out that her boyfriend was married and had two children. She didn't know what to do because she loved him so much. I told her to be calm and get a deal with him. If he wanted to be with her he should give a condo to stay in her name. And yes, he gave her a new condo in her name. Nice I thought.

I was looking at myself and what can I do to make my life better? I didn't know if I ever I prayed to God but asked God to please send me a chance - just once and I will make it work to get out of here please, please get me out of here!

And God gave me a chance that day I found a person who gave me a new life a new language and a new world I had never seen. It took me about 5 years to learn and understand the things around me. Meanwhile I still communicated with my best girlfriend on Skype all the time.

In the last three years I started my own business and it has been doing very good. I've been so busy with work and the same time I enjoyed my new world and the challenged I have. So my best friend and I lost contact for a while.

Last year when I went back to Bangkok we hung out together but somethings were not the same. She was still with him but looked a little sad to me at that time. I'd told her to leave him and start new life over. She got mad and she told me who can be lucky like me? She also told me I'm not the same person she used to know and I shouldn't give her any advice. Anyway we broke up after a long argument.

I'm back in Bermuda and she still living in Bangkok but we never talk to each other anymore. I wish my best friend a better life.

Last thing I will pray to God please send me back a real best friend please..... please....

Geeezz .... so who ******* cares about his wife and 2 kids so long as he buys ur friend a condo !!

i'll never understand why ppl get involved with ppl who r married already !! if someone cheats on their wife/husband with U ... u can be pretty ******* sure they'll also cheat on U !!!!

som nam na !!

Life can trick us sometimes, and that's not too bad to be CAREFUL and live our life. And one thing I always believe though is that, no matter what happened, friends are still friends.

Geeezz .... so who ******* cares about his wife and 2 kids so long as he buys ur friend a condo !!

i'll never understand why ppl get involved with ppl who r married already !! if someone cheats on their wife/husband with U ... u can be pretty ******* sure they'll also cheat on U !!!!

som nam na !!

If you are ******* sick of somebody else bussiness ..I recommend you should go see a psychologist..maybe you are ******* jealous because you must never get any attentions from women or no body care about you....and maybe you should go to tell those white girls the same thing. She should stop go around ******* some body husband too.

som nam na !! your self ? yeah?

Life can trick us sometimes, and that's not too bad to be CAREFUL and live our life. And one thing I always believe though is that, no matter what happened, friends are still friends.

yeah, friend please come back to me ....come back come back...

at least you guys had good friendship........

at least you guys had good friendship........

not comparative to fight with an idiot ugly old man!

If you are ******* sick of somebody else bussiness ..I recommend you should go see a psychologist..maybe you are ******* jealous because you must never get any attentions from women or no body care about you....and maybe you should go to tell those white girls the same thing. She should stop go around ******* some body husband too.

som nam na !! your self ? yeah?

yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !!!!!!!!!! if u **** a married man or woman KNOWING they r married then u deserve all the bad karma u got coming to U !!! especially when there r kids involved !!

and that applies to white women and men ... just as much as asian women and men !!!

seeing the advice u gave ur friend tells me all i need to know about the kind of girl/person U are !!!

yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !!!!!!!!!! if u **** a married man or woman KNOWING they r married then u deserve all the bad karma u got coming to U !!! especially when there r kids involved !!

and that applies to white women and men ... just as much as asian women and men !!!

seeing the advice u gave ur friend tells me all i need to know about the kind of girl/person U are !!!

Thanks for the advice but, Should you keep it for your people grandpa?... Clam down tell your self be kind be kind hahahah..or go get a shot!

my friend same you ...her husband kick her at stomuch in fron of his family for show powerful of love....then i got my friend back now, only few divorced for this moment but time will heal it....better than lived with boxing guy like him ,Dont worry about white skin or asian lady na...

if we met bad guy , the hell looking forward us ja

too bad of married friend story , I told her ...dont care what ppl said be'coz a lot of wolrd were a sin city ...dont worry.

my friend same you ...her husband kick her at stomuch in fron of his family for show powerful of love....then i got my friend back now' date=' only few divorced for this moment but time will heal it....better than lived with boxing guy like him ,Dont worry about white skin or asian lady na...

if we met bad guy , the hell looking forward us ja

too bad of married friend story , I told her ...dont care what ppl said be'coz a lot of wolrd were a sin city ...dont worry.[/quote']

Whatever I think grandpa CiaranM! Should not be the person who suggested to people to read the books in his reading group in the guardian because his missed the whole point of my best friend story!

ok my friend tell me she was hurt like this ...But we must learning everyday

I don't think she liked Ciaran that much...and what's wrong with a married dude with two kids?!