Today everything just make me feel so bad.

This month a lot of sadness came to my life and I can't take it.

Just feel so bad.

Always darkest before the dawn.

Eeeey - next month will be better!

You know, everybody has his or her bad days. Sometimes, you wake up and there is no reason for feeling bad and the sun is shining but still you think that the world has turned against you. You will find out that this will change. Maybe the next day, maybe the day after.

I also have my bad days and sometimes I know why and sometimes it's just a feeling without founding. But every time, sometimes even within the day, my mood changes.

I am a follower of my own "wave theory": You are a cork at the sea and there are waves. Sometimes you are up, sometimes you are down, but you never will sink!

I had 45 days while mother was in ICU and i was beside her every day.Not only one bad day..I deal with it every second in 45 days.Bad thing come around goes around every day ..I don't know what's make you fell bad..Just accept it and deal with it.

Thanks everybody!

Just want to release it out sometime cause I have nobody that I can talk to.

Don't know what to say all about family problem that made me tired too tired.

Still now still haven't see anything better. T_T