space...

i just turned in my paper yesterday and jumped right into my freelance jobs almost right away.

yeah, i have way too many bills to pay.

having 6 oversea trips within a couple years, for a poor student like me, has caused me a lot of financial difficulty. it's taken its toll, of course...

my brain is working very slow...it's almost like it's being in the idle stage. i even have a hard time expressing my feeling. and i asked myself....can i, as a living being, have a conceptual and perceptual quiet moment without 'thinking'?

when i wrote my paper, as i'd been focusing on my research, i encountered the stage that my brain worked as fast as the speed of light (that's how i felt anyway). it's a sublime, it's sexy, it's lustful, it's amazing, it's scary, it's delightful...i totally fraeked me out, i had to stop myself from thinking as i knew that if i didn't stop, i would go insane. if i am a great thinker, i would call it 'the stage of enlightment', but i am just a simply me...so it's a stage of realizing something or found something that i'd never realized before, which might not be so important for anyone but myself. the feeling of being in that stage is undescriable...it is something i would term 'an academic orgasm'. same as other kinds, it's very sensational, private, incredible and addictive.

now that my brain works super slow, my mind is missing that sensational feeling...

i think i am addicted to it..

ciao!

Robert Palmer was the low point of rock and roll.

and Loburt?...always high?

"I want to ... I want to ... I want to .... I want to take you HIGHER!" -- Sly and the Family Stone.

welcome back ka p' jane

u've been quiet for a big big while

"but i am just a simply me" - well we all are but you are a great thinker! and I am your admirer for sure! and as I have studied myself I know that kick of a feeling you are talking about..."academic orgasm" not to compare to other ones though

hope space give you the right stimulation to reach what you want :-)

PC PC...i'm talking about it in general..as i overheard ppl describe it!

hehehe

I've missed you so much, hope we can catch up some time.

errm. why does it say there is 178 entries on the journal listing?

anyway..just curious.

atomicflower tell us how did you score on that paper ok?

good luck!

see i told yaz...wacky weed,and that jesus juice....open your mind

XxX

I LOVE YoU, my JaNe SweetHeaRT.

LoaDs & LoaDS of PeCKsSSSSSSSSSSSSssss XXXXxxxxXXXXxxxX

~*Riya*~

Those overseas trips have to stop. The only thing that got enlightened was your pocket.....don't kid me there's anything sexy about that.....or am I thinking slow again......dammm

Huh? What? Where?...addicted to ?

^_^

Loknar, i got 85

damn!..i wish i got 90 sth :'(

Tell me how to get Acedemic Orgasm.... wanna have some...

Kitty.....GO TO SCHOOL!!