Yesterday I was so stupid .. I asked the thing I should not have asked! and it's just like I thaught...
I can accept the answer "NO" becos it's the truth but I hate the feeling that the person I asked refused to reply me! that's worse.
and thing really did hurt me more is the person refused to answer my question . I did it cos I just want to know , I don't wanna waste my feeling with person who just playing around
I took a sleeping pill last nite, that's crazy! I felt so drunk and said the things I should not have said too... and after that I could not get myself to sleep after about two hours.
I woke up so early this morning from now on I won't think about it again, what ever will happen will be, I think I have to do like I used to do ..
*National Treausure movie was good, has anyone watched it yet??*