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SweetDream89

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About SweetDream89

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  • Birthday 04/18/1980
  1. yeah the underground culture is well hidden.. as goth i've been to the goth party once.. really miss it. it was a shame at that time the organizer couldn't do well PR. so they got juz a few ppl there included me and my friends. but im not so much into the goth cult, still don't like the make up..some look too scary or ugly and too with costume... it will be so much cooler when you well pick the costume and bring up your style
  2. i still remember last logged in here and start blabbering for near and hour but i'd got cut off by the time logging in. there was the moment and the feeling of pouring out my thought how i disgust and hate my boss..lol that's conflict since she was my instructor before, but she never done it well in her duty. only she try to find ways too suck the money out to her pocket. hopefully next time i'd post it. i dont know who will come t read but hope it's worth.
  3. i still remember last logged in here and start blabbering for near and hour but i'd got cut off by the time logging in. there was the moment and the feeling of pouring out my thought how i disgust and hate my boss..lol that's conflict since she was my instructor before, but she never done it well in her duty. only she try to find ways too suck the money out to her pocket. hopefully next time i'd post it. i dont know who will come t read but hope it's worth.
  4. Feel free to drop me your comment.. i'm trying to get it the bestthis one? ... no, not yet. check it out Glittering soft light reflexes under the full moon nightFly by the cool gentle wind passed on our skinThere is no fight, win nor looseThe passion has been dig up from the roots Left me with no key to redeem, But the only severe sin Tonight, we are freed, there are just you and meW e follow the secret signs on the pathwayto the unknown garden, no one dares to say We hold hands, we dance, we stare at each otherI pray for time would go slower Luna, don't leave me out of your sightPlease adore us us with the beautiful nightThe garden is set in mysterious silenceGlowing rocks and stones are the hence Darling, please hold me tight for one last timeI would give my life, my blood, my soul to youfor the exchange of your love and your word not to say good bye I would never seen the sun rises againI would be gone before the ray of lightMy blood would splash up to the skyThe last smile I devour to you Our story will be left hereWith you, I never fearedMy sight becomes unclear Don't close my eyes my loveLet me watch you fade awayBefore my last breath has gone, I prayEmbrace me with the moonlightBehold tonight for eternity So, is it the illusion?Is it the delusion?Is it my deception?Here is my devotion..... ps. don't forget to drop your comment here, alex! I forgot to show you this one since i'd finished it ages ago.
  5. Feel free to drop me your comment.. i'm trying to get it the bestthis one? ... no, not yet. check it out Glittering soft light reflexes under the full moon nightFly by the cool gentle wind passed on our skinThere is no fight, win nor looseThe passion has been dig up from the roots Left me with no key to redeem, But the only severe sin Tonight, we are freed, there are just you and meW e follow the secret signs on the pathwayto the unknown garden, no one dares to say We hold hands, we dance, we stare at each otherI pray for time would go slower Luna, don't leave me out of your sightPlease adore us us with the beautiful nightThe garden is set in mysterious silenceGlowing rocks and stones are the hence Darling, please hold me tight for one last timeI would give my life, my blood, my soul to youfor the exchange of your love and your word not to say good bye I would never seen the sun rises againI would be gone before the ray of lightMy blood would splash up to the skyThe last smile I devour to you Our story will be left hereWith you, I never fearedMy sight becomes unclear Don't close my eyes my loveLet me watch you fade awayBefore my last breath has gone, I prayEmbrace me with the moonlightBehold tonight for eternity So, is it the illusion?Is it the delusion?Is it my deception?Here is my devotion..... ps. don't forget to drop your comment here, alex! I forgot to show you this one since i'd finished it ages ago.
  6. to OutOfOrder,Vento, freetheworld 'n StartingOver thank you you guys for leave me your comments. i can't say it's a good one. Even myself, i wonder what i've written down this time, to follow what i felt like to say. i'll revise it later to make it smoother. i was trying to write with a terror story, sick mind, love obsession. before i started to write it, i thought of Sweeny Todd. That's the reason why it comes out like this.
  7. I normally write some kind of poem when i have such feeling toward to things, the phenomena or whatever that have made me to be down..or inspired me.This one, after i finished writing it i've found it's more like lyrics rather than poem.Tell me what do you think about it?For sure it's definitely gothic style and mind haunted with creepy feeling one i have ever written. Moonstone Garden Glittering soft light reflexing under the full moon.Cool gentle wind passes only on skin .There is no loose nor win. Tonight, there will be only me and you dancing together.Follow the sign of secret pathway to the unknown garden.We hold hands, we stare at each other.We pray for time would go slower .Adore us with beautiful night. In the center of the garden.There's no flower nor tree.Only rocks and stones are glowing in silentthat light up our night for you and me. Oh, darling, please hold me tight for one last time.I would give my life, my blood, my soul to youfor the exchange of your love and your word not to say goodbye. I would never seen the sun rises again.I would be gone by the first ray of light,my blood would splash up highwhile you cut me into pieces Oh, darling, please hold me tight for one last time.I would give my life, my blood, my soul to youfor the exchange of your love and your word not to say goodbye. Our story will be left here,in this mysterious garden.To be with you, I never fearedDon't close my eyes, my love and let me watch you fading away.Before my breath has gone, I pray.Embrace me with the moon light.Please, behold this night for eternity. Is this just illusion?Is this delusion?Is this my deception?Here is my devotion?...................................................................
  8. I normally write some kind of poem when i have such feeling toward to things, the phenomena or whatever that have made me to be down..or inspired me.This one, after i finished writing it i've found it's more like lyrics rather than poem.Tell me what do you think about it?For sure it's definitely gothic style and mind haunted with creepy feeling one i have ever written. Moonstone Garden Glittering soft light reflexing under the full moon.Cool gentle wind passes only on skin .There is no loose nor win. Tonight, there will be only me and you dancing together.Follow the sign of secret pathway to the unknown garden.We hold hands, we stare at each other.We pray for time would go slower .Adore us with beautiful night. In the center of the garden.There's no flower nor tree.Only rocks and stones are glowing in silentthat light up our night for you and me. Oh, darling, please hold me tight for one last time.I would give my life, my blood, my soul to youfor the exchange of your love and your word not to say goodbye. I would never seen the sun rises again.I would be gone by the first ray of light,my blood would splash up highwhile you cut me into pieces Oh, darling, please hold me tight for one last time.I would give my life, my blood, my soul to youfor the exchange of your love and your word not to say goodbye. Our story will be left here,in this mysterious garden.To be with you, I never fearedDon't close my eyes, my love and let me watch you fading away.Before my breath has gone, I pray.Embrace me with the moon light.Please, behold this night for eternity. Is this just illusion?Is this delusion?Is this my deception?Here is my devotion?...................................................................
  9. SweetDream89

    Tuesday Quote

    i agree with ghee, nothing can't be wrong or right all the time..it's from time to time
  10. SweetDream89

    Quote 1

    i agree with some of Morrison's ideas, but not all. in reality , we have our own way to do or feel or express our feel bu keep it inside or show it up... that's the way people handle it. Feeling we have that show we have heart...........right?
  11. found no inspiration lately to my study. it's going worse now by my interest. nothing can be created out of my head, nothing can catch my interest... hum.. the trouble comes again... will i pass my last f**king stupid course for my master? if i can't do the best. there's no point to do "just whatever to make me pass". that's not the idea. besides, even that i can't think of anything. wtf... is going on with me..longer i learn in institution, higher level of education i get i feel like i help me nothing but wasting my time study with narrowed mind professor, inappropirate behave of knowledge guidance.. feel more pathetic every time i think about it. the education never helped us better but make it worse by find more opportunities to cheat, beat and bribe .... happen in many classic international casesclock's ticking..... time's never stopped going pass us.....first blink you realize, second eye blink,it's all gone.creativity's still needed to this blue planet, it's not just whatever we can think out of our heads.for just ideas, you all can see now for what happen to this world and the countries i should try to walk with my head rather than my feet and legs sometimes, so i could get some good idea and see things differently.
  12. found no inspiration lately to my study. it's going worse now by my interest. nothing can be created out of my head, nothing can catch my interest... hum.. the trouble comes again... will i pass my last f**king stupid course for my master? if i can't do the best. there's no point to do "just whatever to make me pass". that's not the idea. besides, even that i can't think of anything. wtf... is going on with me..longer i learn in institution, higher level of education i get i feel like i help me nothing but wasting my time study with narrowed mind professor, inappropirate behave of knowledge guidance.. feel more pathetic every time i think about it. the education never helped us better but make it worse by find more opportunities to cheat, beat and bribe .... happen in many classic international casesclock's ticking..... time's never stopped going pass us.....first blink you realize, second eye blink,it's all gone.creativity's still needed to this blue planet, it's not just whatever we can think out of our heads.for just ideas, you all can see now for what happen to this world and the countries i should try to walk with my head rather than my feet and legs sometimes, so i could get some good idea and see things differently.
  13. SweetDream89

    Senator Obama

    for three candidates, Obama is the best as my view. I really hope for positive change if he win the election. It's not only for America but world, as America influent over most of most of countries and world economics. (i never fancy this idea of influence) ...
  14. hummm... no, afook06 ..... let say, love never been dried out of my life , but the definiton for me and you may be different.
  15. as i said OutOfOrder, life's the life and this's one of the trillions.
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