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  1. because they kinow how evil they are that they dont trust men to do the right thing since they almost always do the wrong thing they expect every one else to be like them.. of course if you play on these insecurities you will have control over them... my favorite is if you want to fight go ahead and fight but leave the house and do it with out me. once they understand that i mean for them to shut up or leave they have always shut up and drop the subject....act like you can give a **** when they get mad and you have control over them.
  2. this is scary i agree with beej for once. bush i at least understood.....all i see is the country i love changing to a socialist **** hole country and going down the loo fast. where 1/3 the country supports 2/3 of the country you can keep it. i will make enough money else where that i will be retired by the ripe old are of 55. that is something that will not happen in the USA. give your money and lives to a goverment that cares nothing for you.
  3. wtf this is such a joke on a large scale...am glad i will leave this joke of a country soon....am embarressed to be an american for once in my life.
  4. do any of you even have kid??? you scream and shout nonsense at each other on these forums like you know everything on every subject that comes up. just pull out those dicks of yours and measure them for once and see who has the biggest **** and shut the **** UP.. the rest of us would actually like to discuss and learn something child abuse is a horrible crime. it robs a child of their innocence and childhood. they have to be adults before they are supposed to. to deal with what has happened to them. the person or persons that have done the abuse needs to be punished and punished hard. you can not rehabilitate a child abuser. but GOD help any scum that comes near my kids it will not go well for them.
  5. jj the jet ski guy===karma its a ***** when it rolls back on top of you i personally did not like seeing this part of thailand. i know its their i know it happens but its not the thailand i love the police coming down on JJ makes me feel a lot better now about what i have seen
  6. do you know any toothless 70+ year olds that would do this now...
  7. trocks69

    love or money???

    i am going with the kids....they are my life... my mom gave up 10 years of her life to raise me with out a man in her life the least i can do is give up this small portion of my life to be a little bit bigger part of my girls life
  8. trocks69

    love or money???

    i have only told 3 women i love them during this life. this girl is number 3 of those that i have let get close to me. i make good money now but even then i would only be able to see my girls once or maybe twice a year.33 hours of travel now i will make almost 3 times what i make in saudi and only be 10 hours from my angels and be able to see them a lot more then 2 times a year. their colleges will be paid for in a few years working like this. the decision is simple the money and my little girls. they come first but i still love the girl here ...................it hurts
  9. trocks69

    love or money???

    cant see the kids but once a year then...i move am only a 10 hour flight away from them. now its a 33 hour trip each way.
  10. trocks69

    they are laughing

    i have money now but i cant take the time as much to see them 33 hour flight to see them...from saudi arabia its only a 10 hour flight...plus more money.... but i still love the girl here. i think i know my decision anyway...my kids come first
  11. trocks69

    love or money???

    which would you pick?????i did a twisted journal on this since it is my problem and i was hopeing for some sugestions guess the reading was to long dont blame you all. so heres the simple version. stay for love or leave for the money??heres the long version of the storyhttp://www.thailandfriends.com/index.php?name=Journal&view=journal&jid=66942&juid=63007
  12. trocks69

    love or money???

    which would you pick?????i did a twisted journal on this since it is my problem and i was hopeing for some sugestions guess the reading was to long dont blame you all. so heres the simple version. stay for love or leave for the money??heres the long version of the storyhttp://www.thailandfriends.com/index.php?name=Journal&view=journal&jid=66942&juid=63007
  13. they are laughing once again. this time they sent Eros to shoot his arrows into my heart. its been 18 months since i was divorced. when i meet this girl i did not want a relationship just some fun which was what it was at first then things turned serious. strange enough i was OK with this also. i got use to her being there when i got home and awoke in the mornings. we had a easy life and things were fun. only small silly arguments that did not amount to much. hell we both knew i was leaving soon that i would be taking a job in Saudi Arabia.here's the hard part the real bummer. we had a real stupid fight almost 3 weeks ago. it was mostly my fault, hell it was my fault. i left got my stuff and said its over i need to go on a trip anyway am done. during that week long trip i realized one thing i was in love with this little girl and i really do mean in love. the gods got restless.got a call from Saudi Arabia job is canceled. great i can make up with the girlfriend and we can get serious after all am in love with her. she wont talk to me, doesn't want any thing to do with me. i did something i have never done before...**** i fall apart.....what the hell is that about. i have never ever had anyone effect me like this hell. 2nd week of break up am a mess cant sleep get only 1 to 3 hours a night it effects me in meetings all that week...cant sleep during the weekend either. get a call on Saturday morning last week. almost did not answer because i had only been asleep 2 hours. its Saudi the job is back on. good maybe my life will get better.Nope. i talk to her on Sunday try and make things right. this should fix my sleep problems. damm she just wants to try and be friends. i want more......that night the gods are dancing on my head and heart laughing only get 3 hours of sleep. meetings all day Monday am a zombie the gods are having fits of ecstasy over my suffering. I'll fix them tonight i have the pills and means to sleep. 2 codeine's and 2 muscle relaxers and one beer at 11 pm and i will sleep like the dead....WRONG!!!!! the gods are in fits of laughter completely tear jerking laughter ..1 fing hour of sleep what the hell 1 hourmeetings am there brain does not function. people ask me questions i wonder what language they are speaking and who they are. am a zombie that wants to eat their brains to get them to shut up. i find a peace of her hair on my shirt. i almost breakdown in the conference room. by the time am home am a complete wreck. i cant function. i remember calling her at one point and we actually start to talk a little she agrees to dinner on Wednesday. i pass out at 7:50 pm on the sofa. i stay there till 9 am with out waking. am a corpse a dead rotting thing on the sofa. o hell late for work and more meetings. i get a round of cheers and clapping when i do show up 2 hours late. We talk we make up kind of i actually sleep again. Wow. sounds like i beat the gods i bet that's what your thinking but you forgot they still have a joke on the table. the job offer its ssitting there like a small iceberg floating on the ocean. but what kind of hell is underneath. for those of you that read what i thought would be a short self pitying rant. sorry longer then i thought. heres the issue am having. She cant go with me to Saudi Arabia. i wont really be coming back to the states enough to continue a relationship with her if i take the job. simple decision right pick love. wish it was that simple. the job puts me closer to my angels. i will be able to see them more.it pays almost 3 times more then i make now in actual pay and benefits. its the biggest challenge that i have ever come across and i believe that i am up to it.I LOVE her though...........the god laugh at my sufferingi think this is what a god looks like. evil little buggers with evil laughs
  14. trocks69

    they are laughing

    they are laughing once again. this time they sent Eros to shoot his arrows into my heart. its been 18 months since i was divorced. when i meet this girl i did not want a relationship just some fun which was what it was at first then things turned serious. strange enough i was OK with this also. i got use to her being there when i got home and awoke in the mornings. we had a easy life and things were fun. only small silly arguments that did not amount to much. hell we both knew i was leaving soon that i would be taking a job in Saudi Arabia.here's the hard part the real bummer. we had a real stupid fight almost 3 weeks ago. it was mostly my fault, hell it was my fault. i left got my stuff and said its over i need to go on a trip anyway am done. during that week long trip i realized one thing i was in love with this little girl and i really do mean in love. the gods got restless.got a call from Saudi Arabia job is canceled. great i can make up with the girlfriend and we can get serious after all am in love with her. she wont talk to me, doesn't want any thing to do with me. i did something i have never done before...**** i fall apart.....what the hell is that about. i have never ever had anyone effect me like this hell. 2nd week of break up am a mess cant sleep get only 1 to 3 hours a night it effects me in meetings all that week...cant sleep during the weekend either. get a call on Saturday morning last week. almost did not answer because i had only been asleep 2 hours. its Saudi the job is back on. good maybe my life will get better.Nope. i talk to her on Sunday try and make things right. this should fix my sleep problems. damm she just wants to try and be friends. i want more......that night the gods are dancing on my head and heart laughing only get 3 hours of sleep. meetings all day Monday am a zombie the gods are having fits of ecstasy over my suffering. I'll fix them tonight i have the pills and means to sleep. 2 codeine's and 2 muscle relaxers and one beer at 11 pm and i will sleep like the dead....WRONG!!!!! the gods are in fits of laughter completely tear jerking laughter ..1 fing hour of sleep what the hell 1 hourmeetings am there brain does not function. people ask me questions i wonder what language they are speaking and who they are. am a zombie that wants to eat their brains to get them to shut up. i find a peace of her hair on my shirt. i almost breakdown in the conference room. by the time am home am a complete wreck. i cant function. i remember calling her at one point and we actually start to talk a little she agrees to dinner on Wednesday. i pass out at 7:50 pm on the sofa. i stay there till 9 am with out waking. am a corpse a dead rotting thing on the sofa. o hell late for work and more meetings. i get a round of cheers and clapping when i do show up 2 hours late. We talk we make up kind of i actually sleep again. Wow. sounds like i beat the gods i bet that's what your thinking but you forgot they still have a joke on the table. the job offer its ssitting there like a small iceberg floating on the ocean. but what kind of hell is underneath. for those of you that read what i thought would be a short self pitying rant. sorry longer then i thought. heres the issue am having. She cant go with me to Saudi Arabia. i wont really be coming back to the states enough to continue a relationship with her if i take the job. simple decision right pick love. wish it was that simple. the job puts me closer to my angels. i will be able to see them more.it pays almost 3 times more then i make now in actual pay and benefits. its the biggest challenge that i have ever come across and i believe that i am up to it.I LOVE her though...........the god laugh at my sufferingi think this is what a god looks like. evil little buggers with evil laughs
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