How can I stop being such a retard? I always fell for a boy who is such a terribly absolutely a**hole. Either one of them is a drug addict, or is a cheater, or is a liar, or is violent and like abusing a girlfriend. One of my ex boyfriends is multiple complex. Last night I watched the latest MV of Eminem's for the first time. I was like 'Woah! that was exactly like my last relationship!' I love the way my ex f**ked my life up. I loved the way he lied after suffocating and smacking me and then trying to tell how much he cared. I loved the way he kissed me while I was crying a river. It heated u