I think its easy for me to be alone but i hate that he doesn't call to me. It makes it very hard to sleep and think when I wonder where he is and who he be with.
Today I called him but his phone is off again. I know he have many girls but what can I do. The Thai guy always like this, I know.
I want to meet someone else who can love me but my life is his. What can I do? How can I change? I love him, but why?
