um, that was to be sung in Janet Jackson's Lonely song tune... *grin*

okay so its late at night, i'm feeling a lil lonely, a lil naughty and a lil fat. okay very fat. have been pigging out, as usual, gotta get my bum off the damn dinner table and start exercising!! terrible, have a press conference for the TV show on Jan 7th, gotta look good by then!! eeps i'm going public.. wonder if this'll lead to anything bigger.

confession, i've always dreamt of being a star. as in someone famous, someone on tv, like a celeb. how shallow *hides face behind pillow*. of all things i am, how can i stoop to that level of immature dreams? but y'know what.. i think i'm starting to accept it..its something that i enjoy doing (being on tv, interacting with people), and its something i want to do. whats to bad about that, right? oh well... need to get on that damn diet, really, i dont even dare to weigh myself even. its terrible!! but i dont *feel* that big yet..

okay i'll stop on my weight already.

oh oh and wahey! never thought i'd be on that *top five girls*. thanks to all you dudes and dudettes that think i'm hot. *laughS* your pity votes are appreciated.

OH and who's interested in Hilton Hotel's accomodation and dining offered? i'm working for the Hilton Diamond Club, its amazing, they offer a package where you can get up to 50% discount on dining, 50-70% of accomodation in 130 Hiltons around the world, (incl. thailand and malaysia!) as well as a free night's stay in any hilton in Malaysia. incredible! its all only RM428, something like US$115. if anyone's interested, you can msg me.

take care peeps, its late, i've gotta work tomorrow. hugz and kisses all around, and MERRY CHRISTMAS!

sounds interesting, the hotel thing , enjoywork, take care

happy xmass

Everyday when u wake up , look in the mirror and tell urself "I'm not fat" , "I'm not fat" , "I'm not fat" . Really works , i do it everyday.....unlike u im a big fat liar though....lol

Merry X-mas

Tommy

if u r fat...perhaps u r beautifully fat...being ambitious is a bliss...and if u r lonely think of me only lolz....anyway dearie merry x mas