sooo the story goes on,,after broke up with this girl,,,i had hard time no work or just work in factories ,,been treated like ****,,finally i got a job in brussels but only 6 months contract at firs have to go there by train but after 3 weeks it was enough for me i don tlike to waste time 3hours a day in transport(plus one hour to go to train station) and i was so crazy about sport(i m still)i even train in the train ahahah ,,,after that i found a place to stay,,not expensive at all but 2m50 long and 1m80 large,,smaller that a jail ,,,but was ok bcz not ther mostly at work and at sport and week ends time party at my hometown,,but still saving money for my first trip to thailand,,so i was working with 45 women in my office,,adonly 12 men,,,heheh i was teh favourite,,,yes all girls in office liked me ,,saying i m sweet,,and so cute when i drink milk ahahah,,but guess waht during nearly 2 years no gf at all..no kiss nothiiiiiiiiiing,,very lonely time,,but was thinking about my trip to thailand,,about martial arts trained hard and was in academy where can learn many differents styles(jujutsu aikido kung fu thai boxing tai chi,,,) i had a problem with my knee and been operated,,but after one day go back to club already just do some fitness and i saw a guy who talked with my instructor,,i waited until they stop,,it was michel qissi,,jc vandamme best friend and actors in many of his movies,,in fact i met himin my city one year before,,in the train,,he was very friendly and we trained and swimmed together,,,i lost contact after this bcz he was busy with movies and went back to LA..so surpised to see himagain,,he asked me my phone number again,,,firday night.back home my mom said michel called for a casting ,,so have to go back brussles the next day..i v been there it s was a taekwondo school..i was wearing a muay thai short ahaha nobody looked at me jing jing...so we did some actions for the movei and michel arrived to check teh faces with the photograph and stop front of me and start to talk ,,again nobody looked at me,,anonym ahaha..after 3 weeks i was in a disco a guy say hi u remeber me?i said sorry no,,i was at casting with u,,,sure he can remember me,,,everybody did ahha,,,he said he got a role,,i was bit diasppointed because no news,,after few days i got the scenario scrip at home yeaaaaaaaaahhh and the hero name was frederic ahahha,,,

but after,,silence,,and i just saw in newspaper that the movie was cancelled....to be continued

i m not virgin anymore winny ahhaha,,,yes to be continued very soon....