I just want to write them down, see something in my mind and make it clear before I make such a big decision. You don?t have to say anything bad or blame me writing this?if you want to say something pls care of my feeling ??It is going to change my life

a friend asked me why I am single still as now going on 33.I replied that I want a guy who hit my all criteria.she asked what are my criteria I said once I talked to my academic advisor at school when I was teenage(I still have a paper I sent her in thai,just found it lately) I want a man who?

1. don?t drink

2. don?t smoke

3. don?t lie (trust is the most important to me)

4. older than me

5. got a degree in engineering field (my personal belief that they must be smart)

6. has a good job

7. is not a Thai man (Thai men are not my type for some reasons)

8. respects my family (they are so conservative)

9. understand Thai cultures

10. be gentle man(I do not want to go to police station at 2 am tell policeman that my husband just want to be WBA champion)

11. patient ( with me and something crazy in Thailand )

12. likes to read (I can spend my whole day in book store)

13. can fix things around the house(coz I can do and always do? need help sometimes)

14. can cook (want someone cooking together ? should be fun)

15. can do cleaning job if it needs like when I go somewhere for a while(i don?t want to see worms in living room after 3 days seminar)

16. when he bring some books or things out he know how to get it back

17. likes sex and romance things, plus exploring some new thing on that (coz I do?..don?t say no when I want to?)

18. wants to have children(I cannot wait to play with them)

19. can be a good father

20. is caring (like me)

21. spoil me sometimes

22. is polite(I do not want to hear my husband say ?fu*k? all the time..unless we are in bed)

23. is good looking(coz I have to see you everyday)

24. is smart (just get thing I talk about and help me solve some problem)

25. thinks positive

26. has good friends

27. don?t go out alone without me (if you go out for fun why you don?t want me?)

28. can get along with my friends (all friends from univ. are so smart and they hardly talk about something bad or useless or funny thing that will hurt others)

29. don?t think too much about money apart from how to find and save it

30. plans everything in his life and don?t have only one plan (I always do ????.before it happen and say?.. I am sorry)

31. don?t look down on me

32. don?t lead me to bad things (like drug or gambling)

33. don?t belief in something we cannot prove(if you want to suggest me something you have to say ?I have read that ?.or I found that on my research or I got this information from?? I mean if it is something important you should not just guess) if you guess you just say that you guess?with some reasons support also

34. likes to see movies

35. likes to talk about things(I like when he comes back home and tell me what happened at work ..ppl who he met/saw.. something fun?.)

36. like to stay close to me do some activities together (if you want your space you should not have me)

I know we have only one life we should have fun?.I always have fun ?.if you know me in person you will know that I am a very naughty one and I always smile?always make ppl laugh .always help and respect other that is why I want someone alike?.

I had dated some guys but could not see one has all I want. I was give up?..

Then I just found a guy who hit my all criteria. Will you believe that? I said all it means that 36 and so much more .Do you know what I think or how I feel? I cannot believe that is real. If there was a guy like this why he would love a ordinary woman like me. I cannot believe this guy so much in love with me. I cannot believe that I am so lucky?.I was disappointed in many relationships that I had. If there are some good guys like this out there why I just met only him?I will be disappointed again?

You have heard that a girl will be very happy if someone she loves wants to marry her and she will say yes??

?.?..I just scare??.