I am 27 years old mpw but I often feel like I am 72 year old.

A lot of things to do and think of. Many things that I plan to do but I dont.

I have started with new job for a month. Also a lot of works and I have to adapt myself to new environment.

It is quite hard. I always feel stress that sometimes effect to my ability. I did many mistakes.

One of my work is to try to reach the target through phone calls. So almost of my work-time , I speak nice and sweet words and also try to be lively and joyful because it effect to my tone voice. It is exhausting. Some may question "how come?" as it seems easy thing to do. But it is so exhausting and boring. (Perhaps you should try, you will may understand.) Sometims I feel like it is not ME.

" What am I doing here? " I sometimes question to myself.

" Working for living." This is an answer.