Umm.... after reading nong_sonny's journal about Samed Island trip, it reminded me that i will also go there soon... wooohoowowowow ...

But at the end of the day, right here, right now.. i am still stucked in the office, not the first day i am like this but lately ! I am wondering if i can really make it as i wish ---

Not so easy at all as i and my team just got new 4-5 big projects that would be launched at almost the same time.. late July and early August ! damn it... what will happen if i can't make it ? Don't wanna think like that indeed !

Last time, i could remember - i just went to Samed in May ! and i escaped myself from all the work... you guys know what !! On the way to samed, i was the only one who was on the phone along the way !!

On the beach, i was the only one working.. even while i made sunbathing.. instead of reading the magazine or books, i read the script and adjusted it.. , instead of talking to my dear friends, i was talking on phone with my staff - my team and my client ! what a break !!

Seemed like i just moved my office from bkk, in the building to be on the beach, that's it :'(

Indeed, i really don't want that to happen again this time - but who knows?? - sometimes, it is just like that and i have no choice - just do it !

Someone said that i can switch off my phone! yes.. easy by talking,,, damn difficult by doing !! don't you think so ???

Anyway,,, i will try my best --- as my company has already commented lately that i am changed alot... i have less time and i worked too much ! even weekend -- OMG... what's wrong with me ??? Am i right or wrong to work this much.. really don't want to be workaholic but responsibility is just there !!!

Could i make it??

Would i do it ??

There are times when you have to work hard, way too hard, but if that becomes all you do then the job is not for you - life is for living, work is for getting the cash to have a life! No point having cash if you can't live...

I see you like your job, don't you? But working very hard without day offs isn't effective and finnaly what for are you working? I think to earn money for enjoying your life. Hope you can find best solution. Be happy!

It is all about responsibility - and yes.. the more i work here, the more i like my job - even it is so tough and consumes alot of my time... but it is what i already chose, have to give a shot !! Just do it !! that's all ---