so in the past year my gf broke me up two times,,,i decided to go back thailand to feel better(was my 4th trip) i started a relationship with a thai girl same age as me,,we were friends since very long time,pen friends 5 years and then met during my first trip in thailand and became very close friend,,,so as she knew me so much and understand where i m from(she knew me when i was very down and very poor...) and so i wanted to make another step with her,,but,,,it s a very traditional girl so we went out together but did nothing during one year(just a kiss for valentine)and the problem was that her family doesn t like farang,,i mean as bf,,so she has to lie all the time about me but we just went to see movies or had dinner nothing more dont even hold hands,,,and also it was hard to me to handle the sight of the people looking at us,,i mean thai ppl...look at her like a..wh..re..,,very narrow minded...then after my first visit i decided in secret with one of her male friend to surprised her,,i said i cna t comeback before next year but i did lie to surprise her at her birthday i arrived bangkok she didnt know,,her frien keep the secret until the end and she was shocked to see me ahha..so we enjoyed time together and last few days been to samed with her group about 10 people ..we took a lot of pics and the last day she said please dont send the pictures to my home,,i said why don tu want to see it?she said yes but i told my mom u went back belgium already,,because if i told her u joined the trip i can t go,,,was so dissapointed sounds i was bad man,,and we did nothing at all and be in group and didn t sleep in the same room,,so after that i was thinking what can we do,,and after a while we broke because of parents,,in the same timemy ex gf try to get me back,,i make her waiting 6 months(she tried to seduce me even she knew i was with this thai girl..but still in belgium) after that i took her back to me,,,,,to be continued

I wish you can handle it well.

I leave my family to stay with my friend as well. Life is in our hands so we have the full right to handle it but be honest.

Cheers

Hang in there. Fingers crossed it should all work out for you

I hope things work out well for you