read journal before...here s the sotory goes on,,,so what happened yes tirak?my ex thai gf and best friend contacted me bcz her youg sister disappear,,,after 2 days they got news about her she was in england and she told her family thats she s getting married next week,,,a big shock for the family indeed,,because she ll marry a farang(read journal 26 years old),,,u know i admire this girl ,,,she loved this guy since long time,,they get amrried,,they are very happy now together have kids,,,and the family see thats he s a good man,,even is farang.it was very brave to just fly away,,love won,,so after that my ex gf was thinking a lot,,because about our story,,,,well a that time i went back to my crazy gf(read journals before) for the 5th time,,,but this time i resisted 6 months,,,before i can forgive her,,,but i was so tired about belgium and way of life and bad peopel here i decided to join a exchange programm,,to be volunteer in thailand,,so i passed the test and i go it ,,but have to wait bcz no money to pay it,,,but i got some help for the organisation,,,but well my gf wasn t happy about this,,6 months separation but ive promised her that i will not go if she stops smoking,,but she didn t...so i stayed in nakhonsawan in a very modern and warm family and was teaching english to p 5 and p6 and well do sport as well,,,what happened is that i had so many girls interested in me but i had my gf in belgium so no way...i wrote leter to my gf everyday(and sent it every 3 days) sent emails,,call her every week,,,but u know i got 7 letters in 6 months,3 emails and 5 phone calls,,at the end of my stay she was supposed tojoin me and well travel in thailand one month she cancelled 10 days before saying she s sick,,,also she keep quiet more than one month,,,so wen back home guess what ahppened ??she broke me again..u know i was in thaialnd having good time but i missed her even cry sometimes,,,but came back,,see and u know what because she was so proud and angry tahts she didnt even open the letters i sent to her...i was so down down down,,to be continued

fred ja ur love life is so complicated mak mak......i cant remember all the detail! lol so far so good ive been forgiving my ex for 5 th time already!

what should i say?

I'm a girl in this big ******* suck world and Horny guy all around me..

Ya know it, right?