...... Strange!

I know I was being such a baby, bitching/bugging round someone.. When *the one* started to ***** back a lil bit. I felt sad to hear all of the words which been saying by someone. But I know I f**ked thing up myself... no one else. And whenever, I always blame myself first, before other. My fault - my bad as usual as always.

But again, when that one feel sorry somehow for some reason.. When I know it first time, I was like (.s.i.l.e.n.t.) I can feel tears round my eyes. I dont know why, but I feel more guilty and sad... more than when that one being not nice toward me. It b'coz of word "sorry" make me weak. I kinda sensitive with all people I care, I love ..... Any words that came out from their mouth even they tend or not.. Its may hurt me .... but I actually just quiet and walk away, no one ever realise if they just hurt me.

When I heard the word sorry from that one, I even feel worse. Im not worth it. And its the right way for the current situation. I will never ever stop myself if we still being in the same circle ... Im the one who can stop and start it, and for not to make it go too worse..

I know what I would do. I was being glad - happy - enjoy - sad and crazy.... and at the end I still can smile from some memories atleast. Thats enough.

*** Dedicated to the One ***

I just want to say it out loud once again ..

Be Happy and Have a wonderful year.

(( Happy Birthday )) Cheers Darling!

I do enjoy working alot, it keep me busy... and I love it!!!! And I hope TF's will getting better, full of love and joy again soon... I just freaked out to hear that most of you being unhappy lately .... For myself its just the short moment I've felt today. Else Im happy and enjoy my life.

Shut up *****! Bed time! G'Nite all TF crow.

ps* I love my auntie so much... if you never know yet ) hehe~

*jumps to bed*