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Before me start my story i would like to tell you that this true love story start from Via Internet and ends on madness in person

I loved a thai gal. whom i meet her on internet since 3 years back.. it was what we call a luck or bad luck i dont know.but i can say its my luck that how i get her and loved her lot.

i lived in pakistan and i am muslim..we lived like Join family System as you know all muslim lives like this.

my dad lived in Saudia Arabia for work since 1982 and till now up to date..

the only way to talk is Via internet and that we do.. on voice

Once dad told me to Download FLASHALK and talk on that software beocz those days the MSN, yahoo,. dont work good as othre voice softwares

there was a chatt voice room.. where ony 4 people online in which only 1 gal in those.. ~ even i talked to my dad already finshed and going to shut down my Computer but trust me didt know what happend" MY MOUSE CLICKED WRONG ON A LADY whom from Bangkok.thailand. and the call goes to her.. and she talked to me

m going to closed it but i feel that its ok.. let it be.. going.. i talked to her and that time the voice cutting lot from her end.. at last i rquest her to give me your email. after i let her know that my email. methedevdas and which she cant able to trace out.. her email was little bit small and i got her and added her in my list

we till that day.. we start talking and didt know what happends.. we are so differnt as other in talk.. we talk about more then a maure things around.. we even are teeange but our talk always serious about the thigns and FUTURE how to get a good future ..

whole 2 years.. we tak every day every night.. and in night all night we sleep togther on voice along with a heeadphone on my ears and her.. and talk to each other all the time,,,

at last afer 2 years ,of talk every day.. we try to undersatnd each other.. and decided to meet both in perosn beoc zcant live wihtout her..

so i Invites her to visit pakistan..in DEC 2004 and she comes ...

there was a little mistake which i always take it serious and that makes her very annying.. PROBELM ABOUT MUSLIM matters.. even in both of us we never be mad about the realgion or talk about taht.. beocz love is blind..

My paretns dont allow me to stay in home any more beocz of i invites a gal whom really strnager to me.and for her i left home..

we stay in hotel almost 15 days and she left to her country back Thaialnd..

about me.. i really disappoint about what i done.. but which i never want it to be.. so lost my house already and i hurt her too..

mean while i have no one around whom can care and do something for me.. so i decided to live with my friend's home and start doing job .. and earn money..

she angry on me that why you make me down about when me comes to pakistan.. but in real i never think that my paretns will act like this..

any way we still love each other but her love is littel down about me. but me i didt stop and keep runing towrds her..

after 2 months.. i apply to go to thailand..and lived with her.. it was not easy for me.. but i done it all and went to thailand..

stay there 2 months with her in thier parents home and the time as smooth and good i love it..

after 2 months.. my visa is going to expire and i wana Extent it.. when i come to know that GOV. of Thaialnd dont allow paki to extent visa more then 7 days.. we get fight between me and my gal..

that day and nights very hard for me..and she said lot bad to me.( in whole story i didt tell you all about but its only summery) at last we tired and fight .. reaosn was why cant i extent visa..and i am suck beocz me didt know more beofre.. becoz she want me to stay more wth her..

wha i do that time.. at last i said sorry to my dad and said what i done is i get lesson and know its nothing without parets help or bless..

she said we broke and me come back from thailand 3rd june 2005 and back to my narmal life but never forget her ..

she was not bad.. but time always wana proof me that run run run and run for her as much as you can..~

she want every thing at once..and i cant give her atonce all the things.. as you kow thai gals are. but mine one not bad.. but lot AGOoo..

ahhhhh...

even now cry soemtimes that what happend is like dream to me.. and lot hurt, lot words form poeple i lsiten and got my love but at last what i gain.. i LOST..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

me tottly Break and down about love.. but i think it will make me more mature in future and hard

Honey i still love you lot.. and miss you all the time.. you the one whom let me know that what love is . but bad thing is that time that always bad on me.. i cant go long with you.. i love you as you are.. i dont care.. you still in my heart..

may god bless you and give you what you want.. good,

thanks for reading.. love

touseef

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Wow man.... That was deep. Shows what the power of love can do to us. Thanks for sharing...
:( Thanks you.. ` my message to you that .. never give up.. keep love.. until you last breath.. love is power.. but where loves let you see heaven , Love also through you in hell too to suffer around whole life..

ahh..take care

thanks

Touseef

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Thailand dont allow paki to extent visa more then 7 days..

keep wondering why

whats my mistAKE IS that i Born in pakIsTAN is that hah? :( is that you want me to down that i am bad..

dear not all five fingers are same.. even they are connected with hand.. but all fingers have thier own style and own way of Functions..~ :idea:

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