so 3 weeks after(read the journal before to understand) SHE called me..i was with my best friend having dinner,,she asked me if i called her..and after that also wanted to know about the trip i did in phuket because the job i got at a simmming school allowed me to take some holidays(in fact it was holiday for company too)..i didnt wanted to talk with her a long time(again read the journal..)but i heard another voice so i asked her if she was at home?she said NO i m at my new bf house(after less than 2 months and i lived 7 years alone and never wanted to stay with me coz she liked appartment and my house wasn t good enough for her) ,,she added i don tlive with my parents anymore,,i m really happy ,,it was lov first time(but when i dicsovered the truth,,she said it was only sex between them and that she doesnt really love him)i hurted so much to hear this,,,i wanted to cry but not front of my best friend,,after that i didn t sleep 3 nights and cry all time...to be continued

block her phone calls. why put yourself thru this?

cheer cheer.

All I can say is TRY to forget & happy in ur life =) Noone love u as u love urself.So, y u had to sad and make urself down ?!?!?!

Has she ever deserved for ur LOVE ?!?! ;-)

Dude, I don't want to diss your ex, but what a ***** for telling you that! Is she intentionally trying to crush you? She obviously did that with malicious intent -- and at the end of the day, you don't want to be with a woman who has the ability to be that cruel, no matter what the circumstances. Good luck in finding somebody who will treat you with more respect.

tell your friend to smack you in the face.....move on man.....!

lots of fish in the sea.......dont be a *****, you just hurting yourself... (sorry...you probably need to hear this)

Ok, I just read the last line of your post, which I seem to have missed before. Please add on to my post what Plutonium said, times 10. TIme to suck it up. And you were right not to cry in front of a buddy -- that would almost be as bad as admitting to about 10,000 TF guys that you cried. Oh wait, you already did that. Too late.

boys dont cry???

No, boys DO cry, but they shouldn't. Unless you hit your thumb with a hammer, then it's OK to squeeze a few, but now bawling or whining