Feel like writing something.I know but also don't know exactly what it is.

Yes i am a little confused.

I lost into my dream everytimes i feel like this world is too crazy for me.

I bleeding just to know i am still alive.I was pure and innocent.

I am the way i am now cus of everything that came into my life.I realize life is not a fairy tale.From here to there I've been already.

However i still curious about human.

I am surprised how much we can think, feel depressed, happy, sad.But then we still have to eat and sleep.Sometimes i feel like cutting my hand just to see how hurt it can be.What then after that?

Try so hard to reach Goals.Great job, Nice family, Good friends and etc. ----- Will i have all that when i stop breathing?

Well, Life is Life.I don't know - You don't know.Who knows?

And I know that I am happy just to know tears will come.I cry just to know smiles will come.

OK...Having a sh*tty day are we???

Hi Deester,

I don't know you but I am sorry to hear you are feeling sad. When I am feeling sad I read this poem. I hope it can make you feel happy. Chock dee, dumper.

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.

Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,

other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed

that during the low periods of my life,

when I was suffering from

anguish, sorrow or defeat,

I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,

?You promised me Lord,

that if I followed you,

you would walk with me always.

But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life

there have only been one set of footprints in the sand.

Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me??

The Lord replied,

?The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand,

is when I carried you.?