Two days ago. I joined Stu's event by didn't think before. That was a great dinner. But i am on diet so, no food for me...poor me..lol

There are about 7 ppl. We discuss about thai word. Stu tried to learn thai language that was cute of him..lol..

After ppl moved out back home. I decided myself to back as well. One more drink for not drunk. Kiwi Juice....my favorite Juice. Smell like a dry grass...lol...

At the St. bourbon. Bring back memory to me about my lasted man! I was realy happy with him. That why i looked not happy much when i am in the bar like the londonner.

Anyway..I said goodbye to khun_lung, Stu and Poliene. and Walked out to soi.22 ..Hm....First I was thinking about play pool..But ...i am alone. F**ck..ok ..no pool...what's else.? Back home...Oh no..dont' want...but no choice...i reached on taxi and told him my direction...He said No...Ok..never mind..I walked into soi.22 > Hey! My favorite bar is in this soi...Ok..go there for little wine.

I keep walking to the bar...and Look...Oh...dark..no chair in front of the bar....when i get there. Richard(the owner) go out for drop waste to the bin...I said hi and sawassdee him. and Asked why he closed his bar early...He said..He was tired..and I looked in side. The bartender girl.put on her hand to me. I walked follow richard to the bar..

Start my red wine...and talked lots. Bring back memory again about him. He took me to this bar. First time I went there. He just want to know if i like. and I really like this bar. The owner said maybe he won't sell this bar to my ex man. Richard asked me for my number again and said ..If i can sell the bar..I will have party and Welcome you and puk too...I smile and said Of course.!

After two glasses of red wine...take taxi back home..sleep...dream of him..

I will go to the place that i will not think of him. Let's see your guys on Friday at Absolute (John's event) and On Sunday at Absolute again (Khun mike's event)

I get similar memories walking around my old home...san francisco... This was where I had a date with that girlfriend...here's where I broke up with the other one...and so on.

My girl friend died in a car crash ......some places I can just never go back to .....I even moved cities to get away from the memories ....but every now and then there is something that brings all those memories crashing in on you .....But be brave ....it sounds like you are blessed with a lot of beautiful friends .....this says a lot about you as a person

It's all in your mind, Kung.

It isn't real ...

Get over it Kung, no one is worth this much pain to you. And you know he isnt wasting a moment on you. Flick him out of your mind and go meet someone else, then you will wonder why you even bothered with him, most certainly why you bothered after you broke up.

You have too much time on your hands and too much time to think, a job or new guy or both and you will be back on top of the world.

"fllick him out of ur mind"...a classic case of not knowing what happened but commenting anyway. superior bullshit. a friend of mine asked me today, why does mikeaussieguy keep hitting on me? my reply...i dunno...maybe he isn't as altrusitic as he seems. kung can say whatever she wants. she is talking to herself and maybe to the man....who happens to be me. doesn't need smartass comments from lobotomized morons.