First I want to thank everyone for all the great comments and support! It means alot and for some I hope was a little therapy for you as well. Now on to my weekend. It was actually the best weekend I have ever had with my family in the last 10 years! I'm not kidding or exaggerating my family is filled with craziness and drama lol. My nana's is doing bad... very bad! It was hard to see her going form a woman just a cpl of years ago who was out walking and lasting me, my ex-wife, and her sister to the point having to tell her to slow down to a person who is constantly fatigued! It was nice to spending time with her that I was able to and Sunday when I took her up to her bed before she fell asleep we were in her room and chit chatting and it was really nice. We reminicsed as I was kneeling beside her bed and it made me happy and her too I think.  The rest of the weekend (yes pics will be coming tonight-tomorrow for people overseas) was pretty drama free. My friend who came up because she has never been up to mountains in the 6 or 7 years she has lived here. In NYC and the 5 boroughs one of my favorite places to shop is very limited! WAL-MART... I LOVE IT! lol The area in queens I live was goign to get one but it got voted down so the finally built one close to where my family lives and I was crazy and bought a bunch of new clothes, tv, tv stand/coffee table type thing and nice book shelf and area rug. then I went grocery shopping and bought dinner that night and we grilled out doors because weather was so perfect and I bought supper thick porter house steaks and for nana Filet mignon of course plus sides and everything. The steaks were so huge most were not finished lol. I did finish mine and very large potato ( I love potatos). MY cousins kids were over sunday also swimming and being kids and nana likes to watch them. All in all a great weekend.. tough very tough... but great none the less.  Thanks everyone

; ) ....have a good day

Paul,

Good to hear that your family time was well spent, along with the porterhouse steaks and Walmart, keep the hopes high and hang in there!