Lately, there is someone pretending to be my stalker as I have posted in my other journal. But now the intention has been revealed. That person has been going around all of my cyber friends..even some of my TF friends. Maybe the person's intention is trying to find if we have a crush on the same person.

Recently, I have lost 2 friends already by believing what that person says.

One day, that person even joined the conversation between my friend and I under a new name. But ..we caught it finally.

The same friend told me that the very next day, that person emailed my friend and trying to ask out about me and trying to put some bad information about me to him.

Those could be true. I don't deny that I have done something wrong. Actually, too many things wrong. But whats so ridiculous is..my friend knows everything. And we are more than chat friends. We are true friends in life that we love one another so damn much to protect each other from some stupid harm like this.

One thing that the person doesn't know...is that...of course, I have friends here. I have talked, chatted, met some people here. I call them 'friend'.

But if they believe in what the person say and want to leave..I'm not scared to lose them either.

Because a true friend stays even when your friend is the worst bastard in the world.

And that's my promise to every friend of mine that I will love them to bits eventhough they have become even the biggest pain in my getting bigger ass!!

My friends won't find me at every parties or fests, but they will find me right there when they fall..Right there when no one is there..I will be.

So if anyone doesn't understand this circle of my friendship, I'm not scared to lose them.

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I talked this **** to my best friend. And he said.."**** it..I'm still here and I know who you are"

We talked about how that person trying to find whom I had a crush on...

I'm saying right here... My heart never belongs to somoewhere else or someone else except my missing piece which is now in Dubai.

And I don't care if I have lost those guys who are interested in me just because believing in what you say either.

Cuz those guys don't call when I need someone to talk, but my ex does.

Those guys still date around, but my ex doesn't. We can't be together..that's our physics but we still belong to one another.. and even his mother can prove that.

Those guys care so much about 3 baht per minute to call when my man has no fear to talk for hours on international call.

So...I'm not scared to lose those guys either.

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Then my best friend asked again if i wanted to find out or if he could help me find out who that person is and reveal it!

I said...

NO !!!!!!!

I'm a fair player..and that doesn't mean I have to get the same. I don't need to find..I don't need any revenge..

But I'm a fair player

it means..

I play in the light not the dark..

That makes us so different. and that makes me so proud of myself.

Thanks for making me feel this ,coward. You have made me a champion!!

She is so f*ck cowarded. I feel you and i hope you feel better.

Ok.

It's petty if people believe in "Hear Says"... It shouldn't bother you.

you know everything about yourself, whether anything is true or not,good or bad........ no need to worry about whatever anyone says or thinks about you........fu*K em!

your true friends will be their so don't worry about this fool cos people like that will always end up being the loser.