Sorry folks, but it's just me here, ol Dan just feeling bad and venting.  This sucks!!!!, I usually pride myself on being an upbeat person and kind of warm and friendly with a good sense of humor, but today sucks!  I don't know what it is or what it was that made me think upon this today, but I find myself reflecting back on "Paeng"......my ex.  People have told me/ given advice to "get over it" and "move on",  and you would have thought that a man of my age could easily do that, but "no".  Sorry to say, but this is one time where the old saying that "time heals all wounds" just isn't comming fast enough.     It's now been over a year since Paeng and I have split and the hurt today is as bad as it is the day she left. God knows I have tried to "bury" this event deep in my thoughts and have tried to push the memories away, but the fact is, I still have feelings for her.....I still and always will love her.  They say that there is a moment in your life when you will meet someone who will completely change your life......your "soulmate" if you will, now immagine if you were to lose that person due to your complete stupidity and foolishness.....immagine the hurt and pain.  Granted, I am at complete fault for the chain of events that have occured....I have never denied this and have accepted complete responsibility. Given the chance, I would gladly give all I own for some more time with this lady.   Some people have told me that there are times when Paeng may browse this site, so if this were true, I would once again like to say......Paeng, I love and miss you......always!!!    Sorry if this journal isn't my best or sounds bad, but I just had the feeling to vent this and say what's on my mind.

My brother, I feel for you and I have lived my live as you have for many years, (35 years to date), and my love never came back. I think she also regrets what happened, (she has married 7 times since the event). The only thing that I can say right now is that we are the best of friends right now but will never be together. Also she is the mother of my wonderful children that I raised alone. God bless you, and hopefully he will give you peace in your mind.

Don't know how you feel, because I'm on friendly terms with all my ex's, and still close friends.......a year doesn't seem long enough to get over a past relationship, but give yourself more time.......

chin up dude.

Splitting up is always hard; we always remember the good times and never the bad. But reflect on the friendship you have on TF and look forward not back. Keep smiling big chap!!

man do hope the lady does see your post.take care

keep ur spirit high .. we all have the bad experience in relationship.. some can get over it and move on .. some can't ..only stick with the past and never dare to take another step.. feel pity for themselves.. i used to be one of those coward.. but i passed that bad time already.. I have learned so many things from the past.. I hope you will get through this sorrow very soon too..

take care and keep smiling!

u have nice smile and you can see more another new don't be sad keep going and 1 day you will say thank for her leaveing you am sorry dan 501

cheers up friend and take good care, you will be fine soon..

Take care and I wish you the best .

Life is now m8, just do what's make u happy

Wish u the best of luck, Cheers.........