December, 16-31 : nah... I always started my diary from my B-day! My last B-day was quiet as usual, I kept waiting a cards and a gift from my supermom. Of course I got some for b-day, x-mas and new year. Thx Grosi !! I miss u badly ! Hooray I enjoy readin HP 5 and enjoy the great film ever, The Return Of The King. I dreamed that Im lady Arwen ... hehehe~ where is my lord Aragorn then ?? I finally went to celebrate new year eve with those SCB bank officers, who I had inturnship with. And then my uncle, he take me to drink at his favorite place and my favorite band "INCA" was there !!! great I enjoyed a lot. Thanks!

January : The third month at SCB, I started used to with them, it's always take time to get to know new ppl for me. They seems to be fun-loving group ... lolz always find some reason for party to spend bank's budget !! hahaha .. I love it! They were nice to me always, so friendly, easy going as I always late to get to office

Febuary : Be my Valentines

I dated a swiss-thai guy lately ... But we got (actually he) not much time to hang out with. Not even on valentines .. lolz sad eh ? He acted like nothing when I met him afterward, so it was just nothing for me either. I cant say anything when I saw he smile. It was good enough.

March : Great news, my 18 yo cousin, he get married ... bingo !! his gf got pregnant, that's why !! It was just time to get free drink at wedding ceremony. Just when Im with my family I wont drink that much! Congratulation !! Im gonna be an auntie Oiy soon

May : My first experience about online love, well I got to know someone. We chatted sometime not every single day. I love chatting with him. Everything seems good maybe he is too perfect, I always doubt! And I dont believe in online love. We finally spent time together for a moment. It was cool, but just he left Thailand without telling me, that's make me gone crazy for awhile. yuck !! And he just said like nothing wrong .. when he contacted me afterward. I said nothing much ... just love is blind ..

June : Well I excused my aunt to give me 2 months time for playing around, so it was time to work for me. I worked for my friend's company for a couple weeks. But I got problem with my boss who is my friend as well! Im surprised to see him here though ... haha~ Seems most foreigners I know are in TF as well. I learnt few things from my boss experince. So even Im quit I still glad to worked with him even no longer friendship though. See!! Im nice girl. I still been with Armaan, he got so busy as usual but still pay attention on me when I started to work. Im glad he care. Euro 2004 !! Yes indeed I enjoy a lot the greatest match must be my Czech VS Natherland !! I bet u all remember. My Baros he is damn sexy. I'll just die when watching him run and goal !!!!!!! Sad Czech is not the winner !! Congratualtion to Greece !

July : Happy baby

Welcome my supermom back to Thailand once again.. its been long time we are apart, 1 year already. First day they arrived, we went to have dinner at chinese restaurant with the lovely family, "Wattansuchart" It was great, we all fulled up. This time my aunt aint stay at rama gardens at first few days, so it was a chance to see another hotel .. Siam City BKK, its look nice. I like atmostphere there. Look great, fine and relax ... relax everything are white .. nice nice! I did TOEIC test too, just my excuse after quit from a job. So I tried to be busy with preparing myself for TOEIC test. I got 570 only, I hope for 600+ but 570 is ok. I will test again but later. No need now. Then my aunt went to Samet Island and leave me here in BKK even I said I do wanna join u and Im totally free... *cries* I got another crap about my Armaan. wot da hell he think.. he acted like he dead, lost in Arctic bla bla bla... But thx god I have been busy with my aunt so I have not much time to think about his crap. But unbelievable! how he can do that ??

I went to huahin as usual of my family activity. Huahin is a place I always ignored for long time ago just when I think about those stuff (big umbrella) by the beach its make me sick!! But sofitel huahin beach view still wonderful and take my heart away already! No we stayed at somewhere else not sofitel ( u can go to read newspaper at sofitel just like me )... hehe~ It was Regent Cha-am our favorite place !! I was away from my pc about 10 days ,,, wow thats long, glad I can survive. But Thx GPRS service to make me can keep in touch and checking my mail box.. yeah Thx Yahoo !! I love U. hehe~ grrrr .. when I started to join my Sonja in a pool, i can enjoy just 2 days and then bOom!! period !! after 3 month no period wot a right time to start again !!! grrr So I cant enjoy jacuzzi anymore but its good excuse to tell Sonja that I cant play with her... I just dont like to get in swimming pool all day. She tried to teach me diving even I cant swim .. im scared !!! ;P

Then the last 2 days in BKK, my aunt just went to shopping at Central Ladprao as usual... I was with them but I got nothing, I just walked around ... grrr all I want is just Aigner : X Limited !! ( July 29, At night, It was time to say g'Bye and give Sonja g'bye hug .. I felt so alone in the universal, they're gone!! But I know they will be back but just gimme time. Now I miss u all again already !! Well after they left, im totally alone so I found TF from my friend site he suggestion as "Thailandfriends : get thai girls" lol good job Bryan ... yeah I signed up since 31th July.

August : World Champion VS Asia Stars

Welcome my Kenny to Thailand once again... glad to see u here. He's so lovely still but he wasnt in good form, he loose all 3 matches ,, lol good statistic. And I can just say hi to him once only !! Moreover I forgot to take pic. damn !! I started to chat with my sexie Jared again after long time. He's my always hot guy... and my master He is here as well but I just know it not long. And I got another favorite TF guy to chat with, but no longer .. his status say "with a partner" now .. who is that girl eh ?? they both seems honest, funny ... just be honest its can take my heart away quick!! Not just guys .. I have met my cutie hottie baby Bo too, she's so damn cool, naturally hot .. wow ! I gonna be bi soon...

September : Confusion of life!

I was going to go to somewhere without telling my aunt, but I finally told my aunt .. Im glad I still be safe here. I dont know what will be happened, If I go... about my love life, seems everything getting fade fade and fade ... He kept busy with his life and Im used to with his absence. But I still faithful ... Nothing much happened I just started to donate blood again after long time, wow so proud !!

October : Crazy moment with crazy Guy

I dont remember still how we know each other, but nevermind he's dame cute. Artie, my crazy guy. He is Thai ... mixed but was born here so I take it as Thai. oh I thought I like foreigner only !! hehe~ ... I wanted to be good for him. We seem to get along well but due to unknown reason. We cant be together that long. No one wrong in case of just not right for each other, I understand. I remembered he called to say "I miss u" I even screamed out .... *55+ He is real hot, crazy, yummy. I just keep thinking of him sometime but no .. not love ... just a crazy moment which I enjoyed.

November : I finally met some TFer ... great !! I know I didnt talk to u guys that much. Im always speechless in a big big party ... I spoke to few members only of course BobbyBoy the nicest TFer, p'Rose, p'Anny, p'Jeab .... It was fun even I look bored lolz .. I always be like that. Well I got ill ... after long time I had to go to see doctor .. got injection and I had to take medicines about a week. Spent money, got pain .... nothing good in it but glad I still alive lolz and I got well very soon in a week only. November almost gone ... lucky me I got to know someone who noticed about pic of me and my Ken ... hehe~ that's caught my interest enough.

December : End of year ..

I do not believe in online love !!! But I wont deny if it will happen to me. I chatted a lot with someone, everyday ... believe me, it's a lot really .. I wonder we may get bored each other soon ... lolz How can we find something to talk about everyday ? I dont know, Its just naturally. It's amazing for me. Even sometime Im speechless but just know that someone sit there and keep waiting for what I gonna say it's good enough ... ) U say it best when u say nothing at all ... good excuse eh ? hehe I cant describe how it happened but .. he is my someone special for sure.... I give u a promotion as my sweetie baby. *wink*

Thx for reading ..... ) its a bit long ... lolz .. and Im not Bridget Jone by the way.

Happy New Year ... I wish u Health, Wealth, Love and Joy throughout 2005.

* Dont be too drunk !!

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** For those people who are taken away ... Rest in Peace ... Im sad so much enough, can I start to forgot my sadness ? It is the thing that we're already think about it a lot lately ... I can feel all sadness around here. I dont want to mention about it that much. But I will always remember .... God Bless You aLL !!

hehe glad u read ..

im glad u found someone special for the end of your yearbaby ...he must be a very lucky guy

Very nice 2004 summary write up. It is always interesting to look at the past year and see the ups and downs for the year. But it looks like you are ending the year on a up, good for you. Hope 2005 is even better for you.

Chris : hehe~ Im a lucky one too not just him.

Kevin : write yours plz !! I wanna know about Mrs.Bacon ;P

turbo4me : It just a beginning thx and u too !! hope ur 2005 is the best.

Lilly : I have to improve my english skill a lot .... we can do it together .. Happy New Year jaa n'LiLLy

Wow, thank you Baby...you are a very very cool lady and I look forward to hanging out with you again (but this time not sick ok? lol)

LOL @ Kevin : hahaha sure, wotever u want, just write it ... quick quick quick!

bobby : feeds me coffee, u cant dance at starbucks.. so u wont be sick for sure

WoS & the freak Jay : thanks hehe

I really enjoy read your journal, and like your profile. You seem to have full life, A lot of riends and family. Can see you care for them and they for you. It is good to have such things. I would think you have it all. Good heart, good fun, good friends, good love, and good looking. I think people are lucky to have you touch their life.