Everyone's hell is different.It's not just the place you imagine the heat, fire or pain. My hell is when my life gone wrong and knowing i screwed it myself. The truth of me screwed things up is real hurt but you can either run from it or learn from it.I am learning from it now.I'm not sure if it's true that we all deserve second chance.But i know that i would like the second chance to make it better and to become a better person.

Yes, everyone deserves a second chance, (me included!), 3rd and 4th chances are much tougher to come by of course. If you can learn from your mistakes, so much the better, shows that you can evolve, that you are a "higher lifeform". Of course it's easierr to learn from others mistakes...

So, get outa your hell, you are surely much better off than many people here on the world. And I wish you the best on your 2nd chance! Even if you don't get the 2nd chance, I'm sure you're a better person from your experiance...

I've already used up 25 chances.... eer... still counting.

hope you recover soon. hugs.