i posted an extract in my last Journal, thx for all the nice comment from all u guys. the extract is listed below:

"To say goodbye to someone is never easy. Before I do I just want to appologize for hurting you and lying to you. I have found true love and I am happy. I hope you do too. but in order to continue to build the relationship between my wife and I, I have to take some steps, that are not always easy. I am not saying good-bye because she is mean, immature, or anything else. I am doing it out of my own free will because I lied and caused this problem. I put her in a place where she has to wonder. She can see my e-mails, and she knows I am faithful, but she doesn't want to be lied

to, hurt, or even have a mental competition. Every woman wants to be the one and only, and every woman should have that from the one she loves. I haven't given her that 100%. And now I will. She is the love of my life and she deserves it. "

not to think about how bad this guy treated me coz he has become so open up and so faithful to his wife, coz he doesn't want naything to hide from her anymore. in a way, we should appreciate it.

coz sometimes, some guys claim that they are good and different but what they do is totally different from what they said. Never be HONEST but afraid to be viewed as a liar/cheater.

anyway.. i just hope one day the one i really love (u know i am who i am talking about) will be as open up to me and have nth to hide from me. don't be afraid to be checked or asked but open up to me naturally without me asking. coz i hate not to trust someone. by then... i know... i should trust him completely.

ALL U GIRLS!!! WISH THAT U WOULD FIND UR REAL ONE SOON and NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT HIM THAT MUCH!

Hey Mandy, its great that you've approached this matter in a mature fashion instead of feeling down and sorry for yourself. Not to sound too cliche but life is like a box of chocolates. Hopefully the next piece you bite into will be the sweetest piece of all.