First got the bad news from my brother. Then I got the news from Rene (Igasoq). Bur he is doing quite well, but still is in the intensive care. But I think Verner, his son,will explai more later. Anyway it makes me feel good he will recover for more than 95 %. THen the day before yesterday a neighboor died, she was already sick for several months, but a death even predicted comes always straight onu. I live here in the street for more than 15 year and I know that family already along time, as their son is a good friend of me.

I have better times in my live. But really I try to keep my live going on like it was. Staying clear, making jokes with the collegaegues and stay with TF. I decided not to craddle back in my shelf.

I have to thank everybody who respond on my journal of the bad news of my brother and give comments or sent pm to which me strenght and give me (together with some real friends here in Belgium) to accept what is.

Eric

Als God zo intelligent en begiftigd was om ondermeer de mens te schapen, iets wat zo complex in elkaar zit, en dat dan enkel voor 100 jaar of minder te kunnen bestaan.

Nee, dat geloof ik niet.

Er is meer, maar om dat te begrijpen denk ik niet intelligent genoeg te zijn.

Dat is mijn troost, nu ook mijn vader heen moet gaan.

Laat het ook jou een troost zijn. We gaan allemaal. En dat is eerlijk !!!!!!!!!!

Gee, sorry Eric, I missed the news about your brother, and you didn't say anything to me on MSN -- you've just been your usual cheery self, so I guess you are one hell of a strong guy. You've become a good mate and so my heart goes out to you and your family. The news about Rene is also very sad, but I'm glad he is recovering. I'm looking forward to meeting him when he comes out here. Chin up, my friend. I really enjoy our chats. Talk to you again soon.

Khun Eric,

That is life. You can handle it well. I have to think about it as it will occure to me too.

Cheers

First I apologize for the grammatical and other mistakes in my journal :-D. Thank u all for understanding and supporting me (I can't put it all in a pm, I'm only standard. It will change this month). But also don't change ur idea aout me and when u feel like pulling me a leg, don't hesitate ;-).

David >>>>>>>>> I know u r a crazy guy, but also find to get the richt tone when needed

Dundee >>>>> ik weet niet of er meer is, 't zal wel

Dex >>>>>>>>> No, I didn't say anything (or at least I don't remember). But I think of all this injustice every single day. But sometimes I have tthe need to be myself and to joke and make fun ..... otherwise one goes insane

Foxie >>>>>>> Nice poem. I know we sometimes disagree or misunderstand each other, but it's nice of u that u r not that shallow as some ppl think u r. Thnx, friend

Khun >>>>>>>> ma petite fille, je sai bien que tu est toujours la pour moi

Lak_ja >>>>>>>>>> I don't know u very good, but thnx anyway