so after chiang mai i went back to bkk and said by to my ex best friend and i stayed one more week alone in bangkok for songklan festival..the day of departure,,i just finished check in stuffs..i saw a guy very far raising his hand and call me,,i just walk...and so suprised it WAS him my ex best friend who was supposed to be in belgium since one week,,so he explained me the story,,the day he supposed to leave,,plane had technicalk problem so they have to wait an dthe company paid a room in a hot
so after the samui trip we went back to bangkok and then freddy left,,i still was with tao and we went to chiang mai..on a day trip we met 2 youngs boys ,,our guides,,very friendly so we decided to go to a pub in chiang mai together,,so they drank whisky(not me) and mr tao paid for it,,i wanted to dance so much(u know me hehhe) but tao tried to flirt a girl again,,,the thai guys have to go back home midnight so i told tao that i ll go to the disco next door,,he came one hour after,,in fact dorrm
so ,,,after bangkok we went to phuket mys best friend,,still go for nightlife and hookers,,,the other one stay hotel,,but that day they went together to patong beach and i stayed all day swimming at the pool,,then they came back,,freddy(the guy who like to stay at hotel) was sweating and shouting,,he said someone stole his credit card,,i said just call and block it tomorrow we ll go to the bank where u used ur card(at atm) so the next day i helped him(can t speak english very well) but the cashi
sooo finally i had a gf after lllllllllllllllllllog time alone,,,but was just before my first trip to thailand and i can cancel it...so after three weeks with my gf(she s from korea but was adopted by belgian family) she ask me something..........would like to do something crazy with me..?i said yes ahahah..that night we both lost our virginity,,,he yes i know it was very late for me,,,so i was so in love,,,also 2 weeks before my departure i got a job,,,why now?????i applied at the pool 2 years
do u know what is opposite of love,,for me i know the answer it s too be ignored,,,and it hurts,,,and i had this feeling too many times lately,,i just cried again,,,,mabye shouldn t share it but with my friends,,but u see..20 people online on msn nobody say hi...and about 10 on yahoo,,only one talk to me....i need something real ,,,
will try to post better things soon,,,so down
so i was nearly at end of contract in brussels,,i was working at national phone enquiries and had fun with this job ,,and also can use phone for free ,,so i called my lao friend that day(in belgium na not in laos)because he got my dragon ball z movies since 6 month and i wanted it back,,he was absent and i talked on the phone with his cute sister,,we talked about cooking,,and then she asked me if i come back friday,,and invited me for a drink bcz of her b day..sure i said yes,,i was loving her s
enough,,,my heart overflow,,is like i have love to give and nobody wants it..i d liek to be bad boy but i can t,,because seems only bad guys interest girls,,that not what they say but thats what they do,,,i dont know what to do.whats wrong with me,,,?rong hai leuyyy
i have enough,,,got like 5 appointment,rendez vous ,date ,,call the way u want cancelled in a row.,..i wont make the first step again,,,be aware of this,,,i wait SOMEONE....no someoen is not an id on tf,,,
beua maak leuy...dont invent excuses ok,,,after that i wont believe anyone,,,thats so sad
sooo the story goes on,,after broke up with this girl,,,i had hard time no work or just work in factories ,,been treated like ****,,finally i got a job in brussels but only 6 months contract at firs have to go there by train but after 3 weeks it was enough for me i don tlike to waste time 3hours a day in transport(plus one hour to go to train station) and i was so crazy about sport(i m still)i even train in the train ahahah ,,,after that i found a place to stay,,not expensive at all but 2m50 lo
so after the sad story i had another gf,,mixed french african but my mom she hates african and arabs and warn me to never have this kind of gfs...so one day i wen t back home...MOM i have a new gf...WHATS HER NAME she asked i said FATIMA...WHAT she s arab??i said no she s black ahaha,,,she didnt believe me..i said u ll see her on sunday,,and she saw her a bit and then we alked in the park and i send my gf back home,,,after asking my mom...what do u thing she said..IT S OK SHE S NOT SO BLACK ahah
what a wild night at narcissus so good music,,few people from tf but too crowded to dance,,fortunately cedric showed the way and i followed on the stage for the warm up,,smartass thanks for joining too hehhee
dave what sthe name of the song we listened again in ur car,,,well my t shirt doens t help me a lot but i saved an american girl from a very touchy thai guy...my gentleman move of the night... somebody took pics??i saw some staff of the disco recorded my crazy moves ahaha...nice to see u a
so after my firts time borekn heart i met another girl in a party in fact i was with my coucin(that week end i wasn t working as bouncer..)i was nt sure to go but finally it was great music and many friends there..one of tehm said that one girl keep look at me,,and they said go to invite here for a slow..so i did..invite..the wrong girl aahah it wasn t her,,but danced with this girl 3 slows and we kissed ..after she asked me if i want to meet her again,,i said yes and we met the next week,,but u
hey guys....i meant girls sorry aahhaha,,please no flood ..ok?no tears for me,,,i ll be back soon dont worry,,i will miss thailand for sure(especially cold weather now in belgium) but i ll be happy to see my mom ,my sister and also eat my favourite chocolate brandname called cote d or,,,please dont ask me to bring it for u i m kiniow about chocolate ahahah..keeps ur smiles for me when i come back i will need it..europe forget the word smiling and be happy sometimes...grey sky,cold,rain,bad mood
mmm so 20 years old perferct age isn t it..i went to seaside of belgium my first real holidays i met a guy who became my best friend,,he s the most jao choo guy in the world and fear othing every night invite himself at girls table in pub or disco...he has a friend older than me but i didn tliked her...not my type and smoker(i don tlike smokers)but he just told her that she likes me and told the same to her(see the tirck)on night after i met her in the pub and we greet each others(kissing on te
my mom wanted me to be a policeman...and yes i d liked to be in special force so at school i was more relax i mean study less ahaha and i pass all exams to be an officer ,,but i failed last exams because my back is not straight ...i didn t study at all for the exams so i failed and start the school year again...but that time i started to train very hard 7 days a week ,running,volley ball,swimming.thai boxing.pencak silat and more about 20 hours a week..lovelife was so flat...not confident and sh
sooooo end of 15 first contact with a girl,,holding hand under table ahahaha..3i was 16 first time for me to go out..kind of rave students parties,in factories,restaurants,sports hall anywhere we can dance ehehe that year i started to learn muay thai also,,my area was quite dangerous...so i just went to partie by walking and cameback the same way,,sometimes one hour walking,,and people who knows me..i m not the one who sit down all night when go party i dont know why but i alwasy had so much re
so when i was 15 it was my first real hoildays i ve been to south of france in a national park camping near by a river it was a bit of xygen in my life who became a hell again because of my stepfather who was alcoholic and violent(same as my dad)and my mom met wrong guy again,,i just discover after a while that this guys went into jail 1 year...remind me another story of the past i think iwas maybe 9 and my dad came back home drunk but he brings a friend..he went to sleep and this guy was downst
sooo next step..well i just finish primary school so have to go another school..by walking you know because we dont have any cars...my father crashed it many times(because of drunk) i was 12 i started seriously to train sport and especially karate..i was very skinny loved bruce lee and lived in a dangerous area(nowadays it s more dangerous) so i trained a lot with my cousin and also started to learn philosophy of martial arts and been attracted by asian culture,,but before it was more about japa
hhehe second part bu not the last...so after 3 years old started to be good student at school,,jin jing na i have the best score in maths of my city,,and always have 98 pourcent at school...mmm but not very good family life..i remember i was 6 or 7 we have to chase my dad withe car of my uncle..i was with cousin we tought it was a game but it wasnt..my dad was a good man work hard...but alcoholic(one of the reason why i dont drink alcohol at all)so came back home late at night and fight with my
starts like a fairy tale but it isnt...i belive we can learn from the past and make today our future better..so just share pieces of my life since the beginning so maybe it ll be helpful for some people in situation i used to be...
i was born the 21 february 1973..at 0am55...my mom said i m an accident( abig one ahaah..51 cm 3kg900)and my dad had to marry her because she was pregnant...and my dad was the first man in her life..my mom believed in real and romantic love(as i did..let s say as i
