Three days ago I got my new bag already. It was a hand made bag and it was a nice bag. It's not a normal one it's a bag that tells story on itself. Kind of surprise!!!!! I remember last week I was going to buy it but I changed my plan to go company with my friend at khaosan for guy stuff ( again) seemed I'm professional for love's consult but it 's not loll Sometimes things are not go in the way you want and you need to make decision eventhough you don't want at all but thing to be needed
The day of company friend.
Two night before I was on way home by crowdy bus.
Got phone call from my friend that she were chatting to my ex- boyfriend.
He asked her about my bestfriend and asked her opinion that “ does he like you “ or “ does she like him”
The conversation between her and him ended up with
“ I don’t know I’m not ready yet”
“ I don’t even know I will like him or not”
Then she called me and started to cry and asked me over and over
“ is that the time I read
Well since no one translated my last journal. then I offer myself to do this job. HMM not sure it will get the same rhythm of Thai's poem.
If anyone could do it better just do it. I forgot how English poem should be since I joined the English poem 's club in high school.
So long to think about and it reminded how much old I am now. LOL
Heart stoped beating at sea.
The day I knew love.
Everything is covered with blandness.
Wide sky, suphire sea , warm feeling.
Whispered to leaves , list
HMMMMMMM..........
Greeeeeezzeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I have been writting this journal for an hour with full of emotion today.
but it had gone damn meeeeeeeee...(it poped up that I need to log in)
God Damn It !!!!!!!!!!!!
next time I will write on microsoft word and save and pasteeeeeeee
Greeeeezzzeeeeeee
Dammmnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn it.
Well please take my apogolize for above swearing. """""""""
froggie as baby
Baby froggie as always (24 years
Well after I went to Rayong. Got relax and take some life back also prepared some life overthere.
I have been hanged out with my bestfriend and lot of friends lately.
Played poker while hold the glass of on the rock whisky.
Cried and laughted , chatted and sit quiet.
Yelledl and getting shouted as hyper motivated people around me.
Get drunk and pass out then let my bestfriend carried me around town.
Is that feel good to let all thing happen ? ya I feel it's brilliant
this is how
Will the feeling will be beautiful when two of lover come back to see each other again?
I have seen kind of sad movies alot lately. I found the way that
Sometimes if you wanna cry and you don't wanna cry alone you just go to see some sad movie alot people will be company there to cry with you
I laughed and I cried alot in that thetre .
Sometimes love isn't enough and condition would be powerful when you can do it or not . For me if I have to put myself to be in someone 's condition
I
As someone knows I 'm a coffee addict. so everyday I need coffee especially in the morning.
and coffee must be from just the one shop i'm a big fan there.
don't know have everyone heard of "Aor Nom Sod " or not.
The shop 's not so big to notice but not so small to just walk pass.
I still remember the first time I bough coffee from his shop. it was crowdy people there . I just wonder how come he got so much people stand there just for buy his coffee.
and that is the point
I've been so long didn't come to website. My internet was broken. So here I"m.
Been so manythings happened to me lately.
Many changed come to me a few months.
got some politic in office.
Saw some staffs walked out from office and will never get back to work together. Bad feeling but all pics and emotion just been there. and never get out of them.
Last week I got totally sick. who belive. that strongest girl like me has to stay at hospital a few days. Got three bags of saline. t
4.45 am. I arrived at the airport.
Been sleeping for thirty minuite while I was stading at some area at passenger exit.
To wait someone we 've been waiting to see It seems longer than real.
4.50 am
4.55 am.
5.00 am.
He 's still not come yet. My mind just fear of many reasons that he still not show up.
5.15 am
Finally I saw him walking through the exit passenger.
I just could smile and smile...
We didn't spend time much as we want.
all the time to be spended just sit on taxi
Since I mentioned about Richard Geer in " Shall we dance " before. and many Latin movies. Well it just made me wanna move my legs,swing on the floor and just follow music by some latin rhythm.
Finally I made up my mind to go to Lavae da LOl something should be that name after work damn hard for president welcome.
Met manyfriends there and many good sexy dancer there. I 've just stared at their steps. wish I could learn some how to dance Like that. but all own steps I 've got just step
This week it's become a full time seven days work already. and the reason that I can't rid off is President from Japan will come visit thailand branch on next week
This week all my plan schedual , my rest , my sleeping hours it must be changed for Company Reason.
I don't have time to rest my back let's my mind free and write my articles and ya Its seem that I need to call my editor to apology for send her article late for sure. Feel bad to do like this but have to.
Saturday and S
Today its was a bad day to live with stranger instead of you.
I'm so sorry that when you were with me I didn't take care you much. I made you hurt, you burn , I'm a nothing but trouble.
Manytimes I say I really wanna dump you. but today I just really know that nothing could be replace of you.
Really miss you.
to hear the strange voice of stranger who live so close with me today its really pisses me off.
Manytimes I tried to get to close but all I got just begining to confuse more and
I hold my drink on my palm looking people around me.
People who I knew from the last party. people who I don't know
8.00 pm.
not people much here. Party still not started yet. I've been chat with some guys and gals there. Enjoy music. test my drink (Sprite ) Lol
got to talk got to drink.
I was looking myself and think about Is this me ? its so hard to believe that I became party girl instead of hard work girl.
Look at my shoes, and think about my slipper at my house.
Look at my bl
Lastnight I went to Thailandfriend party with my friend.
Well it was a time that I need to free myself after damn hard work and many things I 've been doing.
Manyfriends was there but It was so funny that I just Knew one girl there (Flurikana) well not sure how to spell!! actaully we 've just chat a little bit and never met in real person also.
But anyway friendship always happend doesn't matter who I met !!!
All girls and guys there looked gourgous but me and my friend looked like som
My mobile was something wrong today
Can't call anybody but can talk with people who calls me.
as the result was so funny that I had been asleeped in bus during my way to work. and might be I got push somes button to make my mobile worse.
Oh dear!!!! How I was so genious as stupid to make my mobile can't be used by myself but I didnt' know when and why ..
After work .
I walked to Mobile Repairing shop.
First one he clicked some button in my mobile and said I must re-start mobile and
Once upon a time Ronin was a wander knight who like to walk slow.
he didn't interested on rush hisself to his goal than slowly walking to view the world around him.
Didn't wanna miss out of the first dew of leaf.
Didn't care how plenty of grey clound had gone than walking with his feet and look up at sky above.
when he relize all things
he stop walking, view the world around him and keep walking again.
Ronin , Knight who like to walk slowly
Taken from wording of Japanese movie ...
I' ve just finish watching my movie again.
and the one I choise it's a very very brillian movie
For sure Richard Geer got my full score so easily from his character
I 've been falling in love with his acting since "Unfaithful" and this movie really powerful and lovely.
And it really made me wanna move my leg lead myself with rhythm of music once.
I 've been watching with fully smile and miss my dance partner.
the one that unique and got lovely dance
the one called Smoggie.
this
Almost midnight
I'm still watch my movie and rewind song to listen over and over
The movie called " Closer" ya it seems like closer to our real life to see all many stranger falling in love cry sad cheated on each other
Its seems like I watch someone life on this movie
I rewind movie to see
Guy is crying to stop girl walk away after told the truth that he's just cheated on her.
I rewind movie to see
Girl smiles and cries to guy while she's asking " Did you ever love me"
Sometimes flying its just feel .... Good
Yesterday I gave a reward to my legs
Two legs that walk so hard
Two legs that get so tired to walk faster for grab somethings I want
I laid my legs on grass, watching something around beside river
I jumped to a little bicycle
Rushed my speed to feel an air is blowing my face
Feel free from the world
Dreamy with view
and took a rest on the garden
Freedom is just free myself to everything
Free from the world
Free from ......
A cup of cuffee with me .
In the mood of dreamy thoughts and nice weather like this. Its easy to make me fall in dream world. Well just take a break from serious stuff I 've done.
Once upon a time everyone had been loved
I think Its a truth.
But ... Why alot people yell, blaim when love 's gone Why everyone say" it was a wrong time to come to see Ex love "
They Throw all nice memories then just sit alone with all fault in dark hopeless room.
Who would give you a hand to pull yo
Alot japanese books were on my desk. but I ask myself How many time I 'm so serious with all books? Question always is quiet and ashame.
Many times I got distraction.
Manytimes I lie on bed and do nothing all day.
Manytimes I spend my time with japanese cartoon books Ya its japanese cartoon book but sorry its thai version
and when I start to lazy its damn hard to come back to be nerdy attive girl again Damn Damn !!!
Next month I going to take japanese class. I hope my skil will ba
Dear Mr.Sunshine
Honestly talk I don't like you
you burn my skin much more than I want
and its you again .. That make me run to shower over and over
The last four days its didn't seem so damn hot like this.
cooled water and my bf 's hug always there.
But now he 's already back to his home
two bottles of water in my room isn't cool like it has to be .
Ya.. Its you sunshine You burn both my water and my heart right now.
old fan and old bed here. Its back to be my lonely place ag
