N-n-now that that dont kill me.. Can only make me STRONGER!! .. I have myself, and i can walk away from you knowing i was a good person.. u will walk with a guilty state of mind.. 2 bad 4 u baby x mike sanchez - back with avengance gnyte folks !
So here we are, 2010 a new year beckons.A 2009 id rather forget.. all the more incentive to make 2010 a year to remember !!Below is my own personal contract of what i will achieve this year .. - I will save a substantial amount of money and move to BKK by year end.- I will learn to speak moderately good Thai.- I will reach a new level of fitness.. i will sculpt my body to the image i want in my mind.- I will meet and fall in love with my future wife.(Beyond my control.. but fingers crossed)
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how can it be? blessed in this perfect country.. great appartment.. great job.. fit & healthy..all of the above , yet i feel so nostalgic.. awake without purpose or motivation!i need that feeling.. that feeling i get twice a year...that awake/excited/invincible feeling.. that breath of fresh air,rescue me thailand.. Bring Me Back To Life!**weekly Rant** sorry for being depressing haha.. but ive seriously got to get outta here (OZ-land dwn under)
lemme start off by explaining my situation.. im 26 years old living in melb australia... moved from miami FL.
I left the states a young man with big dreams, yet little money haha.. however i did have the extra responsibilty of bringing my gf along on the journey.
Her name is elle she is half thai .. 21 years old at the time and would have followed me to the moon..
The added pressure of taking her along with me inspired me 2 greater things.. for the first time ever i felt like a man and knew
lets start with work.. how good would life be if we didnt have 2 do it haha
I was disected by my boss 2day and had all my errors abrubtly shoved in my face, was told that i have attitude defiiciency's and that maybe i wasnt the man for the position she origionally thought..
Funny though , my results are excelent.. i never fight or get involved in their petty politics and untill i took a sickie on friday , i was treated like the golden child!!
Well i guess thats just work, they pay me good mo
birthdays..
a day of celebration marking the day you were born...
as we age we begin 2 change.. physically , mentally and spiritually
with these changes.. we analyse our actions differently..
what felt so rite 2 years ago.. feels so wrong now
in perspective these changes are positive in some ways.. negative in others..
im happy that ive matured. im sad that its time 2 give up on things that made me happy before
i look forward to what the future may bring
ill never forget my past
Happy b
Sometimes i feel so lucky to be currently living in Australia.. the bennefits our country provides us with are second to none.. poverty in most cases is a choice.. and our government still supports us enough even if we are 2 choose this lifestyle.. our citys are beautiful.. they are maintained by a semi non-corrupted justice system.. we are blessed to have so many great events.. so many great shops.. food.. most importantly we have been blessed with freedom.. the opportunity to control our own d
Ill keep this blog short & sweetThe other night was halloween.. i spent the night dancing away at Route nightclub.. consuming way to many drinks as usual.. and making new aquaintances.
I portrayed a mix of 3 characters for my outfit.. The Crow / Sting / & that dude from Sailor Moon, What i didnt expect however was the attraction i encounted with being in a disguise.
It may seem a lil sick & twisted.. but the confidence i had flowing through me in that outfit was unbelievable.. wh
