wonder what its like to have one. hehe

anyways lots has happened. Learned how to wakeboard, jet ski, lost my wallet, found it, cut my hair, went to a dog show, won, lost my wallet again, yet to find it, renewed my passport, get a temp i/c to collect the passport, cleaning up my room, quitting my consulting job, going to perth in a few day's time. i got tired just typing all of that out. *laughs*

as for the guy i like. hmm.. seeing some character flaws already.. he doesnt always call when he says he would, but he does call out of the blue.. he works too much as well, something like 14 hours a day. doubt i'd be able to take that. but i've never tested how accomodating i can be, so i guess i'll never know?

was talking to a friend of mine..regarding this..and if its one thing about myself that i realise, is that i'd probably do anything for the man i love. heck, i went against my family for my ex..for two entire years. smaller things at hand though, like pitting grapes, just cause he doesnt like the seeds, fetching him lunch so he doesnt have to leave the office, de-boning his fish, peeling his shellfish.. i guess it makes up for me being a bloody moody temperemental ***** whenever i'm pmsing. *laughs* but even then, after the waves calmed down, i realise i'm in the wrong (if infact i am - very rarely though! ) and apologise. sheesh no wonder he (my ex) didnt want to let me go. *laughs* being modest here.

but seriosuly though, there was this time we had a mini argument and i blew up, only to realise later that i was being thoroughly unreasonable.. i bought him a bouquet of flowers, drove to his office, only to realise he'd jsut left for a meeting, drove tot he venue of his meeting and waited outside for him..only to realise that the meeting had ended, he was just chilling out inside..and finally an hour later gave them to him. *laughs* the only reason why i so vividly remember that day, is because of the most beautiful surprised look he had on his face.. like the first time i cooked for him, and he loved it. *smiles*

yes yes, i miss him.

ah well...life goes on. the sooner i find someone, the better. just seems like the world is full amazing people, who are simply not for me. *shrugs* we'll see.

Lucky guy to have someone as thoughtful as you.

And what's with the title? Is it a ploy to get ppl interested or what?

fascinating journal...really fascinating and beautifully written. there is a philosophy...and i can't remember what it is called.....that proposes the idea that each of us has a perfect match in this world. All of us. The challenge is to find that match! There a few flaws with this philosophy.......in particular that there are more women than men in the world. But the idea is well....rather romantic I would say. It conjures visions of sailing across the seas...well maybe that is going a little too far.

**** buddies (friends with privileges) are always fun at first...but either they fall in love with you and you don't want that...or you fall in love with them and they're not interested...emotions always ruin good sex young lady, you shouldn't be thinking about this sort thing!